Mental-Taekook

~14~

~Taehyung~

I don't think I've ever felt pain like this before

I don't think I ever will feel something like this again

I'm not sure what's caused this, of course I have a few ideas, but I won't admit it.

I wouldn't be able to,

"Kim Taehyung, someone's here to see you."

I walk down the hall, of this all so familiar house, this time surrounded by security, hoseok is out a lot more frequently now, I suppose he's grown bored of waiting, understandable.

I saw him there, sitting on a chair where the officer pointed to the one opposite, table inbetween, I sat down, staring at him.

He's hurt, I think he's more hurt than me.

"Jungkook,"

"Taehyung,"

"tell me Jungkook, what happened between you and yoongi the other day, after I left, I saw his arm."

"Nothing, it doesn't matter."

I chuckled a bit,

"Lies."

"I'm not lying Taehyung, nothing happened."

"You're such a fucking liar, I love it, so either answer me truthfully, or things could get messy for him."

Scoffing he looked away, "he tried to kiss me alright?"

I sat up "he did what?" I snapped.

"It doesn't matter he's going to tell jimin."

"We both know he won't Jungkook, and I don't particularly care if he does or not I told jimin not to date him, it's his own fault now tell me now jeon, did you enjoy it? It's what you've always wanted right?"

"Fuck off taehyung."

"I would but I'm not allowed to leave," I brushed my hair out of my eyes, "unless you want to break me out?"

"You turned yourself in,"

"Correct."

"Then get yourself out."

"awh but I wanted my little kookie to do that,"

"You can't tell me what to do, I can be everything you told me not to be,"

"then tell me why are you here?"

"I wanted to make sure you were ok,"

"One slap isn't going to hurt me that muc-"

"I meant mentally, how are you doing Taehyung?"

"So yoongi Huh? You moved on quick"

"Oh please not only did I not kiss him, it's not like we dated, we kissed like once, stop changing the subject."

"Mm no more like three or so times, the last one being all your doing, you cannot sit here and tell me you have no feelings for me."

"Correct Taehyung I cant, but they're going quickly, because not only did you FUCKING LEAVE ME, you still don't care what it did to me, ive been wondering if maybe you were just afraid, scared of what's going to happen, o-or because of your ex or something, but now I see you just wanted to fuck with me, so I'll be leaving now" he stood up, walking away, I followed after him quickly, grabbing his arm turning him to look me in the eyes.

"You're a fucking Moron to think I just wanted to fuck with you"

I kissed him, slowly he wrapped his arms around my neck, running his hands through my hair,

But he eventually slowly pulled away,

"Why did you leave me Taehyung?"

A single tear dropped down his cheek wiping it I sighed,

"I don't know, I don't know anymore, I don't know why I turned myself in, i-I'm lost, i-I'm not crazy I s-swear, I'm just scared, I can't be scared-"

"Yes you can, everyone gets scared"

"I don't want to be everyone."

"You're not, you're you, and you're the most unique person I've ever met now shut up and kiss me again dickwad"

I chuckled softly before kissing him again my arms moving to his lower back, he moved his head away again whispering in my ear,

"I'm getting you out of here so we can continue this."

He bit his lip and walked out, smiling slightly I walked up to my bedroom again, the security escorting me there,

"Mr Kim sir, sorry I'm late I-I was out with a friend,"

"a girlfriend?"

"H-how"

"You smell like new cologne, but I can smell a bit of women's perfume, I know it's not your mums, she wears a rose sort of scent, so who is she?"

"Her name is jisoo, sir."

"I'm happy for you hoseok,"

"Are you alright sir?"

"Never been better,"

He smiled at me, I've jut realised how much he reminds me of a sunshine, I walked into my bedroom, slipping down on the bed a few thoughts in my head,

How dare yoongi touch what's mine?

"I need to get the fuck out of here."

~Jungkook~
Taehyung is different, I like different, I'm sick of the same,

I think he says those same words about everyone, he makes me see things in a different light thought, he makes things become well different I'm trying to get him out of there, Namjoon says he'd have to have a big ass bail, and he's only getting that Because we told them he's mentally unstable

I feel a bit bad about that, but I can tell he's trying,

Jin says he has me wrapped around his finger, that I'm there for his beck and call, I don't know how I feel about that,

But I know I'm a lot happier with him.