Mental-Taekook

~18~

(i just thought after what happened with yoongi it deserved some explanation)

~Jimin~

"I saved every text you sent me, from the moment you sent them, i knew you were mine, i thought you were mine, now it's just bitter."

"Jimin look i can explain-"

"Don't take another step in my direction, I can't look at you right now, do you know what Taehyung said? when he told me what you'd done, he said he saw it coming, I don't know who you are, i have so much to learn."

"Jimin please."

"You let everyone know how you kissed my best friend? In trying to defend your name, you've ruined our life, you dont think of anyone else, you don't even try to befriend my own cousin, who i love with all my heart."

"He's a dick to me what am i supposed to do-"

"heaven forbid he glares at you, he whispers to me so you have to shout, but i know about whispers, i hear you all the time, you think i don't, Yoongi, why- I can't deal with you right now,"

"I only have eyes for you, it was a mistake, I swear, why don't you BELIEVE me?"

"because im not naive, i have seen men and women around you, i see how they fall for your mysterious thing,"
He looked a me,
"Please give me another chance."

"im removing myself from all this, you've broke my heart, you've thrown all of us away, step back for a bit and watch it all disappear, and when the time comes, explain to our daughter, all the pain you put me through"

i held my stomach, choking on my tears, "W-we were supposed to be a family- y-you threw it all away y-yoongi"

"we can forget about it- We can become a family, y-you me and little Areum," i shook my head wiping my tears,

"i can't with you right now, go,"

"jimin please-"

"GO!"

he walked out giving me one last glance, one last look, before disappearing like our future life, he's thrown it all away, and hes letting it go, when will he learn? learn that his petty feuds hurt me too, hurt everyone. He don't love me but thats ok, everything's going to be alright, everythings gonna be just fine,

i'm a mess, i'm a loser, i'm embarrassed, i don't trust no one no longer,

i sighed looking up as the door opened, seeing Jin walk in, he sat down opposite me, i pulled out the whiskey from my drawer handing it to him

"Have a drink, heres to my failure"

he smiled sadly, putting his feet on the desk, "I heard what happened, Jimin this isn't  your fault"

"Well something went so wrong that he thought he needed someone different."

"Don't," he placed his hand on my arm, in an almost comforting way, "I thought he loved me," he hummed softly looking at me

"I should've listened to Tae, he's always right."

i pulled out my phone looking through our text messages, he always said he loved me, then why did he do this? i delete them all, just watching them all disappear, Areum im so sorry, im sorry i couldn't hold this family together,

everythings been so messed up lately.

but thats ok.

it's going to be a good good life, thats what my friends say,