Mental-Taekook

~10~

~Jungkook~

I couldn't leave him, I don't know why he would say such a thing, especially not in this state I was sat up next to him, my back propped up against a tree that he slept under,

He looks so peaceful asleep, like he has no care in the world, I dont think i've ever pictured myself like this, my hair and clothes a mess sat next to a tear stained sleeping boy, this pressure is giving me anxiety, Yoongi wont stop calling me,

I looked down at my phone again,

Yoongi is calling

i hovered my  finger over the answer button, almost pressing it when a hand reached out blocking me from doing so,

"you'll regret it kook, it'll just hurt you,"

"how will it?"

"Jimin's there."

"oh,"

"you're never gonna be with him, you need to realise that, that's all i ask."

"it's not as easy as it sounds."

"meh, i get tired of the basic bitches easily, because they've never met someone like me, so they don't understand, you need to see that too, your way more exciting than Jimin, so if Yoongi cant see that, it's his loss."

"you say it like you know what you want,"

"oh i do, I get secrets that no one knows, i dont want what i can get, i want someone with secrets no one has any fucking idea about,"

"you make yourself sound so dominant,"

he moved his head to me, looking me right in the eyes, like he could see deep into my soul,

"you're saying im not?"

"yeah, you're such a baby boy," he smirked for a second slowly standing up and walking to me,

with a blink of an eye i was back to back with a tree, he slammed his hands on the bark above my head, slowly moving his head towards mine,

Putting his leg in between mine putting slight pressure on my groin,

I let out a high pitched moan as I thought one thing:

There's atleast 50 words for murder and he's every single one of them

"I don't seem to sound the submissive one now? Do I baby boy."

He let go, moving backwards,

"Don't try me Jungkook,"

I coughed awkwardly, trying to break the tension,

But of course he had to build it back up,

"You have such a pretty moan Jungkook, I hope I hear it again,"

"W-what"
~Taehyung~
You could say a massive smirk had been stuck to my face as I looked at his blushing one,

Yoongi is slowly going out the picture, I brushed down my clothes, they were a tad dirty after sleeping on the ground,

"We better go, can you drive?"

"Um where to?"

"Anywhere,"

•Flashback•

Welcome to my danger house, where all your darkest fears appear infront of you, theres no escape, you're scared, but once you're in, there's no way out, you're stuck.

I'd like to think that it was just a dream, but it's so much more than that, it's my subconscious, I know everything I see is real,

I saw him disappear from it as soon as he lied on the kitchen floor dead, as soon as I killed my own dad, my brain doesn't let me feel bad, in fact I'm some sort of way it brung me enjoyment watching him in pain, that's my own fear,

I am my own fear,

You can't escape yourself, there's only one way and that's dying,

And my legacy hasn't been fully created yet,

Jungkook is apart of my legacy, my brain tells me so, and it's never wrong,

Jungkook will be mine, I promise that.

Even if I have to make him stay.

But,

Jungkook please choose to stay, no one ever chooses to stay.

"TAEHYUNG GET YOUR ASS IN THE CAR I HEAR SIRENS."

I snapped out of my dream, jumping into the car giving up on fastening my belt, I close the door, he steps on the gas as we pass the cops, I smirked at them all as they entered the house, 

"Fucking wankers, they're so dumb they won't even be able to solve what happened, Ive made sure of that,"

"Oh? You're saying a bunch of cops and detectives can't solve a case."

"Jungkook, to be a good criminal you need to think like a cop, and vise versa and that's something other detectives and criminals don't do, and also they're really fucking dumb and leave a trail that heads back to them, now if you don't mind staring at the back of my head step on it."

I felt a flick to the head, scoffing as I turn to face him,

"That wasn't needed,"

"Right ok baby boy, didn't think you were in charge."

"You just fucking murdered someone I'm trying to save your ass don't get fucking cocky,"

"Oh don't worry I'd never not follow the great Jungkooks orders, he's a fucking god after all."

"Shut up"

"What are you going to do? Kill me? You won't, you can't emotionally, when you see me you want to do anything but hurt me, I can tell,"

"Do you enjoy pissing people off?"

I hummed in response, the fact is I piss people off because I'm always right, and they don't like that, no one likes being wrong, it's a human thing, I just don't feel it because I'm never wrong,

People will laugh at that, people will think, everyone has been wrong before,

No, not when you have a mind like mine, what I did, what I do may of been wrong to you, but to me,

It's art.

I am myself, I'm free to be me, it's the only thing I have control over so I will act how I want,

I am Kim Taehyung,

And I am finally free