Mental-Taekook

~11~

mild scene.

~Taehyung~

You're getting in my head Jungkook and I don't like it, I don't like the thought that you can tell me what to do and I don't want to kill you.

Have you made me take some sort of pill? A pill that makes me stop wanting people to feel the pain that I felt,

I won't feel that pain ever again because anyone that comes near me runs away, no one can hurt me if they can't come near me

I like it that way,

It's my way, my own special way.

Yet there's another part of me, yearning to be with you, to stand by your side,

To protect you from those who want to hurt, I want you to be all mine, under me with me next to me,
Your skin touching mine,

You're so pretty, I want to keep you away from everyone else, you'd be all mine, my personal kookie, like a little doll, a fragile glass doll, and I'd be your protector,

Not letting anyone break you,

You're so concentrated right now as you stare at the road while we drive,

Are we heading back to the agency Jungkook?

I know we are,

You want to see yoongi, you miss him.

Why does it hurt everytime I say that sentence to myself, it feels like someone's stabbed me in the heart, and stomped on it.

I hate it, it's like you have some sort of control over me I hate being controlled,

"Stop staring,"

"Or what Jungkook? What are you going to do against me?"

"You're not invincible don't act like it."

"You're not in charge of me."

"You sound five,"

"Were going to see yoongi aren't we? What are you going to do? Kill jimin? Get over yourself Jungkook they want to be together and the thought of that kills you, it eats away at your soul as you think to yourself you'll never be good enough for yoongi, you'll never be jimin."

"SHUT THE FUCK UP"

"In yoongis eyes you'll never be jimin, you'll never be loved by him."

He let out a growl sound, I felt something,

Him being angry is so much more enticing, it draws me in but i cant just say that out loud, i know what he had with yoongi was once sweet, now sour, he couldn't fight for it, but it's not his fault,

he couldn't just say what he felt out loud.

i wish i could show him how, but i couldn't do it myself, i drowned in the hate it was deafening

he stopped the car, i hate to admit it but i was expecting a punch to the face, not what came next.

~jungkook~

i think you're crazy, but am i crazy? i feel like i know who you are but i know you're a stranger, say you're talking to me honestly but i cant take it,

you apologise, we both know it isnt real.

you got me second guessing everything i feel,

you're reckless and selfish and you cant help it,

all the bullshit, you hate it i dont want your damn apology, you make me question my sanity.

that dumb fucking smirk, cross my heart and hope to die you always cross my fucking mind,

you act like such a fucking child.

all this shit has finally piled up,

i stopped the car staring at you, i leaned forwards pressing my lips on yours you responded, kissing back putting my hands in your hair, all the bullshit i dont need it, and honestly i dont believe it,

somebody save me.

i took off my seatbelt sitting on your lap,

i think im loosing my sanity too.

~no ones p.o.v~

Taehyung was clearly hungry for the latter as he left trails of kisses on his collarbone, sucking on his neck, wanting to mark what was soon to be his, the younger a moaning mess begging for the elder,

"T-taehyung-"

the elder licked his neck as jungkook spoke his name, Jungkook kissed the elder again, begging for his lips to be on his, as he saddled his crotch, taehyung kissing his neck. Wanting to be all over the latter, Jungkook had his hands all over taehyung, shirt no longer on and on  top of him, they both realised they were hungry for each other,

all the tension had been put together and created this.

Jungkook reaching out for him, desperate for his touch to be on him, Jungkook knew his heartbeat didnt beat for Yoongi anymore.

but he was drowning in the silence,

the world seemed to stop in this moment, as jungkook gave Taehyung a warm embrace,

there was no one there to judge, no one to speak. Just a single thought in Jungkooks mind,

that he had to speak

"Just say you wont let go, just tell the truth its not that hard."

"If I say I won't, I could hurt you Jungkook."

Jungkook kissed Taehyungs lips softly

"As long as you're with me."