Chess Piece [On-Hold]

Jealousy

Pha's POV

Seeing that ridiculous confession right in front of my eyes, I feel like I'm a volcano that is about to erupt and my rage is the lava, wanting to flow out and burn down everything around me into ashes.

Confessing in front of everyone, does he think of himself as Romeo?! What kind of TV series he is filming?! And who gives him the permission to touch Yo's face?!!

What is Forth thinking about?! Someone is taking advantage of his brother, he should punch that person hard for touching and kissing Yo.

And that kiss!! That is sexual assault! Obviously, Yo didn't want it. If not, he won't run away. Forth should sue him for molesting Yo.

If I get my hands on him, I will... Argh...

I have to leave now! I'm losing my composure and whatever control I have. I need to leave before I get overtake by my anger and punch someone for real since my hands are already aching for a fight.

There is not much rational left in me. I need to go back to my apartment and lock myself up before I do something stupid and regretful.

Clenching my fists, I abruptly stand up and walk out of the cafeteria towards the carpark where my car is as fast as I can without looking back.

When I reach the carpark, there is someone standing beside the driver seat of my car. He is the last person in this world that I will want to see right now.

"Give me your key. You are not in a good shape to drive now."

Quietly, I throw my car key to him and open the car door of the passenger seat and slip inside.

I hate to admit, but he is right, I'm too emotional to drive. I may be irrational and stubborn, but I'm not stupid. The last thing I want is to get into a car accident.

I close my eyes after the car starts moving, ignoring the driver's glances. Silence is all I need for now. I'm not in a mood to talk, but some idiot seems like he doesn't understand that.

"I admire N'Ming's boldness."

I remain silent with eyes closed, not wanting to provide any comment to his remark.

He continues after realising he won't get any comment from me.

"I have to say N'Ming, he is fast in action. Don't you think so? You see, he managed to kiss N'Wayo's cheek on the very first day he confessed. Maybe... next time round, he manages to kiss him on his lips and the next after next, maybe he manages to get him to his bed and becomes his first."

"I will kill him before that happens!!" I roar with my eyes wide open and my body angled towards him.

No way I will let him touch Yo again. Kiss Yo again?! I will kill him before that happens again!

He smirks, "Are you sure?! Are you sure you want to kill him? Have you forgotten that he is Mia's brother?"

The mention of Mia's name is like a bucket of cold water pouring over me, making me wet from head to toe, extinguishes whatever fire I have inside me.

What am I doing? How can I have the thought of killing Mia's brother, my best friend? Am I out of my mind? Am I going crazy?

Mia... Mia... my sweet girl...

Thinking of her, a question comes into my mind. When was the last time I think of her? I'm thinking hard on that question, trying to get an answer out, but nothing comes out. I...I can't remember... How could I can't remember? Guilt crawling all over me.

I used to think of her every day and night, but now, I can't even remember when is my last time thinking of her.

I'm sorry, Mia... I'm so... sorry...