In love with my Brother (Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 4

(Austins POV)

I sat infront of a desk frusturated looking at the computer before me. The screen opened to a map, with an address typed in on how Valdez told us where the school was located. A flush of annoyance came upon me and I sighed heavily massaging my forehead with my temples. "There is no way in hell I'm going there" I say as I figure out where 259 miles is. "It's around Miami and im not going there, Alex , Zach both of you go," I say as I turn my heel so the chair could spin around and I could face them.

Alex wore a pair of jeans with a black plain t-shirt and a beanie. While Zach wore some blue jeans with another dark grey t-shirt and a SnapBack placed on his head with the front facing the back and some shades on. "Austin you're the leader. You have to go." Alex says. I shake my head immediately and groan pushing myself up to get off of the seat.

"NO. I'm not going there." I say demanding. My hands digging to get placed into my front pockets I bite hard feeling my jawline popping out. I started to think what I could do instead of just leaving everything we had here and going back.

No. Austin.

Why leave what you barely have here? Look around. You have nothing. You have nothing to regret leaving here. But you have nothing to go back there for. Nothing.

I began to think to myself, my brain fighting with itself not knowing what to decide on.

"Austin you have to go." Alex says again cutting my thoughts and making them dissolve like a cloud ready to disappear into thin air.

"No that's where I left from id be stupid to go back" I tell both Alex and Zach. I still stood in the same position, only with my hands out of my pockets now and I played with my fingers, moving them back and forth feeling the sweat glands creating and making my hands moist.

"Why'd you leave ? Got a girl pregnant or something ?" Zach laughed as Robert joined him. I felt my jawline begin to pop out even more, and my blood started to boil with anger rushing through my body like a lightning bolt was shot through and it spread throughout my whole body.

"Maybe he raped someone who knows" Robert says and they continue laughing making me more, and more angry.

I was the leader. And I was going to make them shut their mouths or it would end ugly.

"Will you two just shut the fuck up !!" I shout annoyed at their stupid assumptions. My voice overpowered theirs like a loud roar of a starting engine and they fell quiet. They looked at me seriously and glanced at each other while I still gave them a death glare. Then they looked back at me, still not daring to make complete eye contact with me. "It has to do with a girl but no I ain't not baby daddy or I'm not a sick guy who rapes chicks" I say plainly.

"Come on it can't be that bad...we'll be there. we got your back" Alex said and reassured me he meant it. Then I remembered Amy..thoughts of her came back... I imagined how she looked like after so long. Her long soft hair falling perfectly in place without her even trying. Her soft hands placed on my neck when I went in to give her a soft kiss. I could still see her features perfectly in my mind. Her plump lips, small tiny freckles, her smile and her laugh, how much I was in love with her laugh. Last tie I heard that laugh was months and months ago, but hell...I'd still recognize it if I heard it today. I wondered what she was doing at this very moment. Was she doing homework ? Studying for a test ? Going out with friends ? Out on a date? All this thinking got me overwhelmed and I shook the thoughts out before the guys asked me what o was thinking about.  "I need some air" I say as I walk of the apartment and into the hallway. The long ball was empty of people, only doors placed throughout the long route with numbers. Apt. 225,224,223 the numbers went down along the whole building. I made a right reaching the end and then a left. A small door was In front of me with a sign that said "Restricted" I took a hair pin out  and an old credit card. I inserted the pin into the key slot and wiggled until I heard a popping sound. Then I swiped the card through the door and wall where the lock would be placed to push it out and open the door. I went upstairs  to the roof and caught my breath. I thought through where Amy went to school. I thought about where my mom would spend her day while I was at school and anyone else I knew so I could work around that and not be seen. I planned to just go to get what I needed and leave again. No more than a week would I be there. "She goes to Lexington high...that's about two miles from Gregory high." I told myself. "But we need time to get that kids trust so he could give us the stuff...so we'll have to go back to school" I continued to talk to myself like an idiot. "Okay...well the idea of school doesn't scare me much... Maybe I could find someone and go back to dating." I get back up and go back downstairs

"Guys...were going back to school" I say with a smirk and the guys look at me confused but they quickly catch on that we're going to Miami as smirks grew on all three of their mouths.