(Amy's POV) -a month later-
"Amy please pay attention" Mr.Stiles said (my science teacher.)
"Sorry" I say coming back from my thoughts and bringing my attention to what we were doing.
"Babe you okay ?" Jay asks.
"Yeah I'm fine" I reply giving him a small smile.
Yes I'm dating Jay now, I figured it was time to move on with my life. But with all honesty I don't know why I'm always thinking about him. Austin. I keep asking myself where he went ? Why did he leave ?
(At night)
"Amy come down and eat" my dad says through the hallway.
"Not hungry"
"Just come and eat"
"I said I wasn't hungry now leave me alone."
"Spoiled brat."
"Horny Father" I spat back
and he came to my room, it all happened in a flash when I feel the back of his hand slap me across the face. I put my hand over the stinging sensation as I saw him in disbelief.
"Listen you little bitch. I heard this already from Austin, I don't need it from you."
"Austin hasn't seen you since the day he left back 6 months ago !" I scream
"Yeah, he came about a month ago. He wanted me to give you something but he never gave it to me" he replies.
"You're lying"
"Believe what you want. But I know the truth." He walks out the room, when I finally fall to my knees still holding my cheek. He slapped me pretty hard as I looked into the reflection of my phone and my cheek was beginning to bruise and turn purple.
I hear the car start from outside and I quickly get up opening my balcony door trying to see who was it but the trees blocked the view, "great." I sigh heavily as I looked to the floor then back up to the sky.
Wait.
I look back to the floor as a small corner of what seemed like a paper or envelope revealed under the small rug.
As I walk over and pick it up it was kind of dusty from probably the whole time it was here.
But who put it there?
Opening it up it had a paper inside it, and I started reading.
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(Austins POV)
"Austin come on you haven't gone out at all" Rob tells me as I grabbed an old guitar I found behind a dumpster and played with the strings just because I was bored.
"You guys go and have fun, I'll stay here" I say
"Fine. But next time I'm dragging you along" he warns I only give him a chuckle
"Alright, but seriously just go" as I hear the door close I start to play with the guitar more and more, getting into it I start singing a song I once heard on the radio that I instantly liked, but I regretted it from the minute I started singing.
A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me.
Might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most, cause you are my heaven
That's all I knew but it was enough to get me thinking about her. Amy.
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(Amy's POV)
I couldn't sleep. Everything was just so confusing and unrealistic. The letter. And what he wrote in it. Before I knew it I was grabbing the light switch and looked in my drawer revealing the letter as I grabbed it and started reading it again,
Dear Amy,
I'm writing this because I own you an explanation, about everything. I came back because I was doing business. Never in a million years did I think I'd see you again. When I did, You have no idea how much I wanted to run and have you in my arms again. Hold you tight. Kiss you. But I couldn't, it'd be wrong. Yes I've gotten into many things over the past months. I've done crimes, I've done many things that I can't say because I know you'll never see me in a good way ever again. I have my reasons why I did it. But I just wanted to apologize. For putting you through so much pain when I left. I heard you got kicked out of many schools because you were always doing things. One things for sure. We both got into things we shouldn't just so we could forget about each other.
Although it didn't really work....
I also wanted to tell you, that the day of the cafeteria... It wasn't me. Or the guys. I would never hurt you emotionally or physically, I wish I knew who it was, but I'm sorry you went through that. I'm writing this letter, not because I'm a coward but telling you this because, I'm finally saying goodbye. Not for awhile but forever.
My eyes started stinging reading the last part but I continued reading.
I wish you the best in life. I know one day you'll be a great mother. And the guy you'll be with will be lucky to have you. Don't worry about me, hopefully one day I'll find my way again. And please if you ever see my mom, tell her that I love her.
Goodbye Amy.
-Austin.
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(A/n) Heyy !!!! So what'd you think about the letter ?!? Anyways comment what you think and vote if you liked it :) I might update another chapter later today, tomorrow this weekend :) (basically when I have time) ok babes bye for now ❤️✨
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In love with my Brother (Austin Mahone Fanfic)
FanfictionAmy. Just another screwed up teenage girl that's tries to find her right place in life. She was finally in a place where she thought things were getting better. She fell in love with a boy named Austin Mahone. Little did she know..he was actually he...
