XXXII. Doubt

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I stare up into the androids eyes with confusion. I knew he wasn't deviant, so what was his plan?
"Talia Fucking Anderson." Elijah cursed As he buttoned his pants up, signifying he just pleasure his girlfriend.

"H-Hey." I whisper under my breath. I felt as if I was being lifted away... "I-I..."

"Who allowed you in here?" He asked, walking closer to me and Connor. I shook my head as Connor snaked his arm around my waist. "I directly told them all to escort you back  to your car." Elijah crossed his arms with a irritated look.

"The android told me that." I sigh and wanted so badly to pull out of Connor's grasp. "Elijah, hear me out,  please." I begged, feeling my stomach explode as well as my heart. "I know you have another woman and I fully understand."

"Talia, I don't- I can't do this right now." Elijah sighed, rubbing his chin and looking away.

"Elijah, it's been a month since we last talked, you left  me in a hospital room by myself... Keep in mind it was your fault I was shot."

Connor

I watched the interaction between Talia and Elijah with my arm around her waist. I was sure to  make it look like I was with Talia just so Elijah will think twice about toughing her.
"Talia!" Elijah shouted making  my LED turn red. He walked closer and took Talia's face into his hands. I pushed him back, placing my hand on my gun.

"Step away." I order, keeping my arm out to separate the two. Elijah gave me the worst look I could ever imagine him giving me. Elijah pushed me like I did him, I drew my gun and aimed it to his head. "Elijah, I do not suggest testing me."

"Put down the damned gun Connor." Elijah ordered.

Talia

I stepped away from the two, hopping neither of them get injured. "Stop."I cried out, finally coming to a break as Connor put his finger on the trigger, threatening Elijah.
"I swear to god Connor." Connor lowers the gun and stared to me with a straight face,

"Of course, Detective." I rolled my eyes and watched Alisha walk out of the bathroom in her underwear and a silky nightgown looking thing.

"Fuck me." I sighed and looked away from the woman in the hallway.
"Elijah, I came to resolve conflict. This is causing more of it." Alisha comes over and starts to leave kissed along Elijah's face.  Tears fell from my eyes as I watched the man I loved, and still love, being with this other being. I grab Connors hand and go to leave before another hand grasps mine.

"Talia, wait." Elijah sighed, pushing away Alisha. He wiped away my tears and held my face gently in his hands. "I'm sorry." He whispers to me. "But I'm happy now." His eyes fell away from mine, trying to not make things worse for himself.

"Elijah, I'm glad for you. Just..." I trailed off, placing my hands over his.
"Keep in touch with me." I push his hands away, trying to distance myself from the man I love

"Will do." He nods. I could see the redness in his eyes as I backed away from him.

Me and Connor walk to the car and I stop and stare at him before we enter.
"He still loves you." Connor says. I gave a sad laugh and looked to the roof of my vehicle. "I could see it."

"Connor... I still love him too." I sighed, wiping away the tears that fell. "And I miss him every single day." I sniffed, trying to control the tears. I cried about every day after Elijah left me. It was so overwhelming.

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I sat at home next to my dad with a tissue box laying beside me. I didn't bother to talk about it with him because I know he couldn't care less.
"Talia. Why the fuck are you crying?" He asked finally with irritation.

"I should've listened to you." I turn to him and wipe away the tears that fell from my green eyes. "He broke up with me a month ago and left me in that hospital room."

"I know that, but it's been a month."

"Dad you don't get it. So much happened between us. And I fell so deeply in love with him. He was my everything." I sniffed, "But he doesn't love me. He loves Alisha. I went to speak to him with Connor and found that Elijah doesn't want me back." I was slowly fading away from reality. I've never been so heart broken in my life.

"Oh Tal." He wrapped his arm around my shoulder. Elijah is a prick and I don't know how you didn't see that in the first place, behind his red pool and expensive belongings. And most of all how he was only being your friend to help your mother kill you."

"Dad, but that was all over then. He loved me..."

"Did he?"

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"Elijah, I'm not a Fucking idiot, I Know where that hotdog station is." I curse, looking around for the hotdog cart. "Fuck you too," I hang up the phone and look around the area. I sit at a bench and await he face of the cruel man who left me for a slutty girl. "I told you."

"Prin-Talia," He stuttered, almost calling me princess.
"I never doubted you."

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