hi, it's your local problematic author if you don't know, i'm going on hiatus. but since i unpublished all my on going stories except this one (because you know how much i love all of you) i'd be writing drafts on my free time when i have ideas. maybe publish when i'm on a gr8 mood which is so unlikely to happen. let's be real
here we are, all over again. the reason for my hiatus is pretty much the same shit. family and health problems aye high five to those people out there who can relate.
so like i said on my message board, i'd still be replying to dms here on wp and on twt. i'm not going to be permanently gone. let's get to finish this book first aight. i appreciate all of you sending love! i don't deserve this much.
however, there is one more thing i need to address before i "rip in peace lmhao" hold on let me just....take a deep breath....yeah?
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hearts for privacy purposes lmhao i don't know if these are readers? one is probably a reader bc i see the account in my notifications for boys be sometimes. i don't know if these were made by one person? or two? to send me these. but i'm saying this for the first (i think) and last time. please stop. i honestly don't mind if you hate me this much to tell me to kill myself but please, i hate myself enough already. i could do all the hating for you and i've been doing it since then, thanks for the effort.
i really hate to address this here, but here i am. idc if this comes out as petty to y'all . sigh. to all of you reading this. just never send hate, okay? (unless the person really needs it to slap some sense into him or her) never tell people you dislike to go "kys" or "delete yourself" because even if you say you "don't mean it" the damage is still there.
i'm honestly upset. something serious with my health and family came up earlier and now this. why? i don't know either. but if you're reading this and you're one of those people who sent me shit (not only those in the pic, those are only messages i received today and a few days ago) you successfully ruined my day, congrats.
i would like to ask you to stop sending me not only these, but actual death threats as well. everyone has their limit, but i don't want to snap and make everything worse. like i said, and i know that my readers know this, the thought of killing myself never left. does that make you happy now? but if you're going to think that i'm actually doing it because you told me to, then you're wrong. i'm not taking orders from toxic people, thank you very much.
going back, to my readers, active or silent, love all of you and don't worry too much about me. i just really need an actual break from all of this + august is almost coming, which means school is starting. i have a 4 hour break though so i'd write if i'm in the mood. as always, take care of yourselves!! 💖💓💛💞💛💞💛💓💖💘💓💛💘💛💝💘💖💓💗 i love you i love you i love you and thank you for keeping me alive —jiro
