The days past when you have a goal to fullfill. I had the chance to know people before fame. I had the chance to see people before there death. I had a chance to make a difference. I have let myself be a little greedy and use my knowledge of the future in order to make my career. I started with the hunger games books. During this time, ruby and I hang out almost everyday. We discuss the idea of my books , we fool around like normal teenagers. I made a deal with her. If she practiced yoga with me, I'll let her teach me surfing. The days went smoothly until today. I woke up with a bloody puddle on my favorite bed sheet. My limbs are so sore, and cramps. Apparently, I went to puberty twice. It doesn't help when ruby came surrounded with a very dark and depressing aura around her. Lucille congratulate me on my second time getting my first period, knowing that my period is a bitch. I just knew it's going to be a long day.i had an important French quiz today. We ate breakfast begging lucille for painkillers meds, she refuses to give me because she thinks that your first period, your body is too vulnerable and will get used to medicine. Ruby was eerly silence the whole morning, but I was concentrated on my own pain today , she noticed and she gaved me a side hug whispering soothing words during the whole ride to school. It was really flattering to feel and see her care for me even in her worst mental state. When school started students just learned to leave us the fuck alone, or maybe just my deadly glare . Ruby and I took our lunch to our special place we claimed, under an old oak tree , I revised with her some phrases and grammar to make sure she can pass the quiz nicely. I tried to pull jokes here and there but both of us just weren't able to laugh . In French class miss von was dressed to empress today, her black hair held in a soft pin up and her makeup was to perfection, at least someone was feeling themselves today.
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She gave me a warm smile like every time I enter, she seems very fond of me, perhaps because I'm the only one who understands her and actually participate. The quiz wasn't a problem to me but two from the popular squad were .talking shit to me and ruby and calling us names, if it was any other day, i would probably just smartly answer them, but today seeing the hurt on my best friend's face and cramps, I just didn't know what I was doing. I went in "crazy angry girl on her period " pretty fast and launched my self and the table with me on their bodies Jhon Cena style. I beat the shit out of them both, my mind remembering the times when I used to Street fight and wrestle. I ended up in the principal office while my mom and miss Von were talking in her office. I have bloodied knuckles and cramps, I can feel my self overheated. A couple minutes later my mom gets out from miss Von's office blushing? She gave me a look trying to be the disappointed mom in front of the principal. I apologized for the 100th time to miss Von though she doesn't seem mad at my reckless behavior. Lucille saw my knuckles and went straight from angry to worried. We got back to the house after waiting for ruby to finish school and gaved her a ride with us. Lucille was silence the whole time. Both of us were worried that she will give me the speech but her face was blushy and she was dazed with a dorky smile, ruby looked at me confused I just shrugged. "So , am I expelled? " "Huh,oh! Yeah I mean no you're not, dita took care of the kids you beated, and the school made sure they won't press charges " Dita, so they are on first name basis now. Interesting, my growing smirk told the white blonde haired witch that I finally figured it out. She was crushing on my French teacher. "I am shipping it" i said She looked at me with horror "was I obvious? " I sat on the counter shrugging "depends on what happened in the office " wiggling my eyebrows. She sights and sulks in front of me " well, at first I almost couldn't catch her name cause she was so damn hot,she smells so good like I don't know Frech framboise and narcissus flower. Then she began praising you, that you are a good kid overall and have a great accentand participate, she wanted to know your academic background, I told her that I homeschooled you and you were always fond of languages. She was so cute and her voice was so ugghh, then she told me that the principal wanted to suggest for you to skip two grades but now it's hard to do it. She is just a sweet one and I'm crushing for her like you do ruby " she finished and I flinched on the last part. I love young ruby but not romantically. "But the ultimate struggle is is she gay tho?" I ask her. She put her head between her hands "i don't know " she whines. Then she looked at me with puppy dog eyes "Caramel, will you help your old woman " dufuck, how? " How would I help tho? " Her grin is scaring me now "I got it all planned " i finally got the chance to write it.
