It's been Three weeks since back to school day,I finally found the modeling agency advertisement , I ran straight to Ruby's room ,she was preparing to go to the gym , it was three weeks after her first fight, of course she won ,I get to braid her hair the way she would do it in the future I get to be her first cheerleader, and for that I'm very thankful. All this journey it's those little moments ,those little memories that I make with ruby that mattered.
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"Rubes! Look!" She was obviously daydreaming because my voice startled her, her new fringe was falling on her eyes and she recently died her hair black ."what is it with you woman" she got up shaking her head. " there is a modeling agency who is auditioning new models,the deadline is tomorrow!" She looked at the flier from behind my back instead of just taking it from the front, she flattened her chest against my back , (well the lower part of her chest and her stomach). I tried not to let that bother me, these days,she is a lot bolder than she was, she is trying to show me that she has a certain attraction to me but I'm just playing dumb every time. The fact that She never knew my sexuality leaves her two steps aback , And in times like this,i keep repeating to myself that I'm not allowed to react nor to lead her on until at least she is legal. "Why do you or I care about modeling " she said shrugging, I turn around now facing her " ruby look at you , you are a model material,it's a good job that will give you recognition in the field you want to have a career in AND will get you some cash" she looked down at me her eyes are intensely focused,I can see the gears in her head are working, knowing that my work is done here and ruby is a person who gets suspicious if you keep pushing, I walk to her bed stand and puts the advertisement and the formula on it. I walk to her couch plopping and taking my Walkman discman from my pocket and turn it on
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Trying not to knowledge the fact that she is staring at me from her bed stand, "I have to go to the gym now ,wanna come?" She asked me knowing that I can hear her even with the headphones on "no, I can't today I have homework " she nodded shrugging her backpack on. I went back to my room knowing that Lucille and Dita went grocery shopping,leaving me with a cat who hate my gut yet loves to be around ruby. Few hours later, I found myself writing a song I remember all too well.
Soft knocks made me jumble up trying to cover the lyrics, ruby stands with wet hair in a ponytail and her pjs in front of me with a confused look, she eyed the notebook suspiciously raising her eyebrows at me . As soon as I saw the mischievous smile on her , I tried to work faster and hide the notebook but she was a lot faster and slides it out from my hands with ease , I tried to fight but she put her hand on my face stretching her arm not letting me reach her. She swiftly opened the page that was recently written and trying to read it out-loud with a smug on her face. When I saw that she's succeeded in seeing it , I stopped fighting and let her read it while making myself comfortable next to her .
How does it happen The ship is wrecked
The skies have opened And delivered a mess What do you do when It's out of
Control, my hands Are warm My heart
Was torn (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down) Here comes another (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down)
It pulls me under (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down) Here comes another (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down)
Don't pull me under
My heart is waiting To figure it out
Throw me something, help me turn it around What do we do when
We're out of control My hands, are warm My heart, is torn
(we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down) Here comes another (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down) It pull me under
(we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down) Here comes another (we stand, we stand, we can't stand to fall down)
Don't pull me under
I won't stay here Suspended forever
I must be on my way I won't stay here Helpless
Forever I must be on my way I won't stay here suspended
Forever (here comes another) I must be on my way It pulls me under I won't stay here Helpless
Forever Here comes another I must be on my way (we stand, we stand We can't stand to fall down)
It pulls me under (we stand, we stand We can't stand to fall down) Here comes another (we stand, we stand we can't stand to fall down) (we stand, we stand we can't stand to fall down)
We stand, we stand We can't stand to fall down (we stand, we stand we can't stand to fall down)
We stand, we stand We stand, we can't stand to fall down....
Her hiccups made me look at her face, she was crying, for a moment I panicked maybe I shouldn't let her see it so soon "how is it possible that you are capable of writing and for me feeling the words sank in me , describing something I never knew I have." I look at her not really knowing what to say . But she just hugged me tight ,it was a little uncomfortable so I fidget a little, she scooped me and I found my self in her lap , her crying on my shoulder, I just hugged her back falling on the mattress, her heartbeats and small hiccups are the only thing Heard. I slowly was falling asleep when I Heard her mumbling a tune with the lyrics she just read. The exact note from her break free video . Okey I couldn't stop myself from doing this .
