the sun decided that my face is the best place for her to shine brightly on, making me frown and slap my palm over my face trying to go back to a deeper sleep...till all yesterday's memories dropped on me like a bucket full of icy water.
i shoot out of bed like a bullet ' fuck! fuck!' my mind repeatedly say. i'm not a morning person,and knowing that yesterday i got fingered by my "ex best friend" is not the best thought to have in the morning. the room is empty, the bed is cold which indicates that ruby woke up earlier than me and may or may not saw the messy black nest on top of my head, i hope i didn't drool on her pillow, that would be embarrassing.
Ruby used to sleep over with me almost everyday,but here i am, panicking about my usual nest hair while she knows exactly how disgusting i am in the morning. i shook my head ' guess having sexual intercourse with your best friend does change your behaviors' .
slipping in my pj's and sneaking back to my room, i couldn't stop thinking about yesterday which made my face sport a dump grin during my entire shower
" wow... caramel is smiling in the morning!...miracles do happen" mom commented with her usual sarcastic tone,Dita gave her a look before looking back at me " morning!.. coffee? " she offered with her usual calm voice. i smile gratefully " no thank you... actually, Harriet and i were planing to have breakfast out..is that okey?" Harriet almost spit her juice looking at me wide eyed, i gave her a look that is translated as ' get your ass up i have shit to tell you'
" uhh.. oh! yes! i forgot. can we?" of-course both of us know that they won't say no,but we still ask.
" okey bitch shoot,,, and i want details, you think you were sneaky, going out from your window in the middle of the night" i rolled my eyes,sipping my tea. the coffee-shop isn't crowded , and we got a nice table next to this big window where we can see people walking or hanging out in corners.
"so yesterday,i went to Ruby's room.... and before you blew up, please let me continue" she gave me a look, pursing her lips together. " i wanted to give her a chance..to explain herself.. listen! i know that she doesn't deserve one after what she made me go through.. but i deserve one. i deserve to know just why! and it was killing me" i breath out, taking another sip to collect myself " we ended up high on her bed and she asked me about my sexuality..kinda.. and i slipped and told her that she is the one who made me know i'm gay" Harriet gasped, slapping her mouth with her palm dramatically. i blushed furiously, looking around us to see that no one really cared.
"biiitch!! what did she say?" i rolled my eyes continuing to tell her everything...skipping embarrassing details about our sexual intercourse.
"i woke up this morning,and she wasn't there. i couldn't stay longer with my morning breath and wild hair, so i got back to the house and that's it" i shrug looking at the raspberry pie piece, contemplating whether or not finish it.
"so she made you pass out just with her fingers" she teased, wiggling her eyebrows. i blushed deeply but still smiling,at the memories.
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we finished our breakfast and went for a walk along the beach, it's summer time and it's normal to find it packed with surfers from all over the world. One thing Harriet and I silently agreed on is to never swim deeper, we tend to stick to the nice safe beach foams rather then riding big waves that may or may not have dragged The Meg with them. pools are the best choice for us. both enjoying our time with a comfortable silence that made us drown in our own thoughts.
'" caramel" Harriet called me,getting me out of my own thought to look up to her, she was still looking ahead of her with a shocked look.
"what is it?" i asked, trying to see what she saw. " isn't she...Ruby?...the one with the black bandanna with skulls on it" i focused my vision, only to spot the familiar figure. the exact same figure that was cuddling me last night, kissing another girl. with other guys and girls surrounding her...........
