Why Here?

Chapter 57

I just want to say there's some Spanish in the story. I will be leaving translations at the end. They will be going in order so don't worry about trying to figure it out. Some sentences I did on my own but other I'm stupid and I couldn't figure it out myself even though I am Spanish. Hahaha. Oops. So if you see a mistake it's my fault. But LOVE YOU!

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My hand rested gently on her stomach my thumb rubbing back and forth softly. I couldn't believe her words.

"Are you positive?"

"Yeah so was the test." She whispered.

Her head rested on my shoulder, her body still tense.

"Why are you so hesitant Lennox?"

"I'm scared. Niall I don't think I can do this alone."

I moved my hand off of her and let her head fall off my shoulder slowly.

"What's wrong?"

"Alone? Seriously Lennie?"

"I just me-"

"After everything. After what you've done to me and I've done to you? You honestly believe I would make you do this alone?"

"No! I just meant when you're on tour I'll be by myself."

"Lennox I have my parents that couldn't be happier to help. And Greg and Denise would be honored."

"Niall they live in a total different country."

"Yeah but they're family. You can live in my place up there and whenever you need help just call them and they'll be there in no time. It'll be okay." I leaned in to kiss her but she moved away. "Don't do this. Lennox just don't do this!"

"Do what Niall?"

"Push me away because you're scared. You know I'm always going to be here for you please just let me be there!"

"I can't just leave my home! My mom was born here. She's buried here."

"Lennox your mom is here yes but you can't spend all your life sitting at her grave. You need to move on and live your life. I've only heard about her but I know for a fact she wouldn't want you to mourn over her. You're her daughter all she would want is for you to be happy!"

"I can't just get up and leave Niall it's not that simple."

"Do you know how unfair and selfish you're being?"

"Niall..."

"No. You're going to stay here while you have no other family so my child wouldn't be able to experience a family environment and my family would never get to meet there grandchild. All because you're to selfish to leave. How fair does that sound Lennox? It is my kid too."

"I know it is but"

"But what Lennox? What could you possible say that would make me agree with you?"

"I don't know..."

"Right. Well when you know come find me. I'll be in Greg's room." I got up from the floor, out the door slamming it behind me. My blood was boiling, it amazed me that I could be so in love with someone so stubborn. I laid on the made up bed trying to calm down when I heard the door open but no one said anything. I figured it was room service coming to clean since no one had been in the room for a while.

"We don't need it cleaned thanks anyway." I leaned my head on my head staring at the ceiling. My eyes began to close till I felt hands wrapping around my waist. I opened my eyes to see Lennox laying next to me her head on my chest. I couldn't stay angry at her my body just wouldn't allow it. I laid my hand on her back drawing. Circles with my fingers.