Why Here?

Chapter 45

Lennox's POV

These past few days have been absolute torture, nothing was going the way I thought they would. By this time three months ago I would've been cured and at home with my mama. None of that has happened almost nothing good has come out of me being at the facility, nothing except Niall. He's the only steady thing I have in my life. I looked over at my exhausted boyfriend, his hair now so long it mopped over his forehead tickling his eye lids as he slept away peacefully beside me on my bed. My heart ached at the pressure all my drama must cause him, he didn't need to go through this. I gently pushed the hair from his eyes hoping I wouldn't wake him up. In a quick instant his arms gripped around my waist holding me tightly to him

"Are you okay?" he groaned "Did you have a dream?"

"I'm fine Niall, go back to sleep handsome." I whispered loving the feeling of him holding me.

"Handsome. Hmmm I like that." he chuckled

"You are handsome Niall. You're sexy, kind, gentle, giving, attentive, and you are very very strong." I brought his arm closer to my lips kissing each finger with each adjective.

"Mmm Lennie are you sure you're alright?"

"I'm fine. I just hate that you're going through this."

"Lennox I'm here for you. Whatever you go through I go through. Don't feel bad for me."

"I know.. I hate seeing you so tired. It's because of me at that."

"Lennie." he turned me to face him our lips only inches apart. "I love you, and you know I would do anything for you. If that means skipping a few nights sleep then so be it."

"I love you too." I whispered.

"Lennox. I would go to the ends of the earth just to see you smile at least once. I know it wont happen soon but I miss it. You always made me feel better with just a smile." His words hit me like a ton of bricks. All he wanted was to make me happy and I kept pushing the happy thoughts away. I looked up t him, his grin a glow even with his bruised eye. I reached up softly grazing my fingers over the purple skin.

"I'm so sorry I did that to you, and this making you be here." I couldn't control the tears racing down my cheeks.

"Lennie, I told you it's all for you. There's nothing to be sorry about." His rough hands cupped my cheeks bringing my lips closer to his. He placed soft pecks before indulging in a deep passionate kiss. The way he kissed me made all the horrible nightmares disappear. Feeling his tongue graze my bottom lip I opened slowly allowing him in. I hadn't had pleasure or any sort of excitement like this since the first day we met. This boy could make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time. His hands moved from my cheeks to my waist, his thumbs making circular motions on my hip bones. Not feeling him like this for a few weeks made this moment so much better. I couldn't hold back the moans begging to slip from my lips. I could feel him smile against the kiss. "I love you." I mumbled moving my hands over his not wanting him to stop.

"Mmmm" was all I could make from the sound he made. His lips left mine but connected with the sensitive area on my neck near my collar bone, nipping and sucking every chance he could. My fingers found their way to his hair slightly pulling at the roots from the intoxicating feeling he was creating in my core. My eyes fluttered closed at the amount of pleasure stirring around inside me. His hands slid up my thighs under my ugly green gown, his calloused hands scratching against my soft skin, it may sound weird but fuck did it feel good. "I want to make you feel good baby. I want to see you happy even if its only just for a little while." he muttered pulling at my skin. I couldn't respond, how much I wanted him to just touch me was hard to enough to keep under control. He took my silence as a yes because his fingers moved to my clit moving in fast circular motions. My blood began to boil and the air from my lungs seemed to disappear as the immense feeling of satisfaction took over me.