i arrived at ella's house and i knocked on the door. ella opened it after a couple seconds. her grey eyes were red, her perfect face looked drowsy. she blinked slowly as she stared at me.
maddie - ella, i am so, so sorry. i know that does absolutely nothing but.. i really am.
there was a silence. just us looking at each other.
ella - who kissed who first?
i looked away from her. i can't throw chance out like that and expose him for kissing me first. he'll never have a chance back with ella, i know how much he loves ella.
maddie - i.. i kissed him first.
i lied. oh how much shit i'm about to get into with that.
ella - i knew you were fucking jealous. you've always been jealous of me. you're always trying to steal what's mine. you're a fucking whore.
she slammed the door in my face. i bit my lip while i walked away trying my hardest not to cry. i got in the car and just fucking cried.
- days later -
i was studying for a big test, well at least attempting. these last few days have been lonely. no one talks to me anymore.
ding
i picked up my phone seeing a message in the group chat.
the cream team😎
ella🌈 - im leaving this gc, i don't need fake whores in my life.🖕
MAZZIEE😚 - yea, tbh el is telling the truth.
ella🌈 left "the cream team😎"
MAZZIEE😚 left "the cream team😎"
billy goat - tf? can't we all j make up
jake pool - i'm with ella on this one.
jake pool left "the cream team😎"
maddie - holy shit, i ruin everything. i'm sorry guys.
chance🤞 - you did ruin everything. ella's right anyway, you are a fucking whore.
chance🤞 left "the cream team😎"
ant man💞 left "the cream team😎"
billy - shit, since everyone is leaving...
billy left "the cream team😎"
i turned my phone off and began sobbing. i literally just lost all my best friends. even fucking anthony. i cant live without him. i really just need a hug from him right now. i doubt he even wants to see me. there's only one way out of all of this. i got up and looked at myself in the mirror.
