- at a party-
i was around a couple people just talking about random shit. i looked around as my eyes made contact with anthony. of course he's here. i looked away and back to the people.
random dude- who's ready to pop some xans?
he passed them out to people who wanted them and i got one too. i took it. a few seconds later a big hand grabbed onto my arm pulling me away. he pulled me outside. i looked up at him.
maddie- what the fuck?!
it was anthony. what the actual fuck has my life come to? i swear this should be a movie.
anthony- no, what the fuck are you doing madison?! i stop being your fucking friend for a month now and you're popping xans?! holy shit.
his jaw was clenched and his neck vein stood out. i was scared. him yelling when he's mad, that's a fucking horror movie.
maddie- i-
anthony- stop. you know the consequences of that shit. my fucking uncle, my uncle is dead because of that! you know how close i was with him and he's dead! i'm so fucking disappointed in you. what is up with you lately?
my throat tighten.
maddie- i'm sorry, i've felt lost. it's different without you.
he sighed and walked away. i sat down and rested my arms on my knees. i shoved my face into my hands. tears escaped my eyes. i've failed at everything lately. i miss anthony trujillo so fucking much.
