and this is the part where i fuck everything up! i sighed and opened this box up. it had a bunch of fucking vape stuff and one xanax. billy gave it to me and said use it wisely, or don't cause you'll get fucking addicted. i'm using it now. this could suck ass for me or be the greatest decision of my life. i took a half of a xanax bar. i've never used a drug like this, only weed. i sat on my bed and looked at my phone realizing it was friday. sadness creeped over me. fridays has always been my favorite day of the week due to the fact i get to be with all my friends while smoking weed. it's sad that tradition is now officially dead. but ya know what? i'll keep it going by myself.
- arriving at her destination -
i walked through the pathway and went farther into the woods with each step i took. eventually i got at the spot. my eyes locked with his. anthony. i haven't seen him in weeks. he looked the same just different. a weird different, like the happy glow around him wasn't there. he looked down. i approached the chair directly across from him and sat down.
maddie- i can tell you the truth about everything happening. you just have to believe me.
he didn't say anything.
maddie- i know you're disappointed anthony. i should of stopped him but i didn't. i regret that, i mean i lost the people who are most important to me.
silence. nothing but the crickets. after a solid twenty seconds i decided to tell my side of the story, the truth. i would never lie to anthony.
maddie- chance and i we're hanging out then he kissed me, he kissed me first. i was caught up in the moment and kissed back. one thing lead to another and he took my clothes off as i did to him. we had sex. i don't know what i was thinking. i wish i never did that.
anthony looked at me. he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. there was silence for a few minutes till he spoke up.
anthony- i shouldn't be taking this so hard but theirs this part of me that feels... disappointed.
he's lying. everything he's doing is what he does when he lies. why is he lying to me?
maddie- what are you hiding anthony?
anthony- i'm.. i- i gotta go.
within two seconds he was gone and out of sight.
