- a couple weeks later -
anthony and i were snuggled up on the couch. i have a room at his house now. while my mom was at work we got all my furniture and everything. this is my new home. i enjoy it but i'm not used to everything. i'm still very hurt deep down but i need to adjust to this. it's the best for me. the group is kind of back together. ella is done with everyone's shit and she ended it with all with us. i understand why, ill miss her so much. chance has tried to hook up with me multiple times, i don't respond. i need to get out of my bad habits with him.
anthony; what are you thinking about?
i looked up at him. i wish he'd ask me out already. i think he's too scared to. we're still just best friends for some odd reason.
maddie; nothing.
i said with a smile.
anthony; fair enough, well there's a big ass party tonight. are you down to go?
maddie; i don't see why i shouldn't go.
anthony smiled, i love his smiles. it's definitely his dimples.
anthony; awesome sauce!
we both laughed and put our focus back to the tv.
- later that night -
i got ready for the party. i looked at myself in the mirror. i was wearing black high rise jeans and a plain white cropped shirt. it was basic but i didn't really feel like dressing up tonight. i went downstairs and sat on my phone waiting for anthony. weird how our roles switched. i heard a couple laughs come down the stairs. who else is here? i looked at the stairs and saw anthony and a girl come down. who is that?
anthony; are you ready maddie?
i smiled.
maddie; yep, just waiting on you.
anthony; this is emily.
she smiled at me and i smiled back. i got up and went out the door to anthony's car. i'm gonna be honest, of course i'm mad. anthony and i are supposed to be fucking together. now it's him and that bitch? mega sigh. i got in the backseat waiting for them. they eventually came out. anthony looked back at me when he got in a gave me a confused look. i looked away from him. i knew he'd talk to me about it later but for now it was unsaid.
the house was huge and shaking with the loud music. i missed these parties. i got out and went inside, leaving anthony and whatever her face is behind. i made my way to the drinks but then saw something better than drinking. a dab pen. it was just laying around with a cart in it. i took it to the bathroom and locked the door. i'm definitely not gonna use a random ass cart so i took my own out my bag and put it in. i took six long hits which is way too much but whatever. i put the stuff in my bag and hid it in the bathroom. i stepped out and looked around. where shall i go? the dance floor, i see some people i know. i made my way there then started dancing with people i knew. we laughed and played around for what felt like forever.
maddie; i'm gonna go use the restroom!
i yelled over the music, they all nodded. i made my way out of there and went upstairs. what was i gonna go? i forgot, i'll just look around. maybe i'll find a dog. aww, i wanna pet a dog. i walked around the walls which were pretty empty, only a few people here and there. i felt large, strong hands so around my waist and push me into a dark room.
maddie; anthony? is that you?
i got pushed down onto the floor. i couldn't move. the hands pinned my shoulders down as their lips kissed me roughly. it's male lips. i started wiggling around.
maddie; let go of me!
i screamed out. his hand slapped across my face, hard. it stung. tears came to my eyes. he pulled down my pants and immediately stuck his private in mine. i yelped in pain. i tried to push him off but failed miserably. he held my shoulders down tight against the floor and thrusted inside of me hard. i sobbed as he did that. he grabbed me up by my hair and started fucking me while standing up. he held my ass tight. he groaned in pleasure. i yelled for help but also in pain. he threw me against the wall, still fucking me. he slapped my face. i cried harder. he started undressing me fully.
maddie; stop! leave me alone!
i sobbed out. i saw the flash of him taking photos of my body. i cried harder. i tried running away but i was too weak to. he raped me again. and again. and again. so many times. hours has past and he just kept doing it. he never talked, just groaned. he left eventually. my weak body got up and locked the door then turned the light on. i saw my body in a mirror and cried. i'm destroyed.
