maddie pov;
it's been weeks and almost every other day, i get raped. i still don't know who he is. i don't know if i'll ever learn who he is. who the bastard behind the mask is. i haven't been crying as much, due to the fact i feel absolutely nothing. i've cried all my tears. but i have done my best hiding all this from my friends. i put more concealer on, hiding my eye bags. i put lip gloss on because i feel like it makes my mouth look somewhat happier. i've perfected the fake smile. nobody suspects anything. once the doors are shut and no one is around, my numbness and weakness comes out. i lay in my bed staring at the ceiling while life goes through my head.
mazzie; earth to maddie, take the fucking blunt.
everyone laughed. i looked up smiling and laughed along. i grabbed the blunt hitting it.
maddie; y'all are so boring, putting me to sleep.
i exhaled and handed the blunt to billy.
billy; shut yo bitch ass up and let me kiss yo pretty face.
he gave me the biggest smile and stuck his tongue out. i genuinely laughed a little at that. billy always has the ability to make me laugh.
jake; maddie will never like you billy goat. she looooooves anthony.
they both mimicked kissing sounds. i rolled my eyes and looked at anthony. he got up and took the blunt handing it to mazzie. he then tackled them and they began play fighting.
maddie; boys will be boys.
mazzie smiled and hit the blunt. i glanced at my phone and my rapist has texted me. it said to come over in 45 mins. i stared at the text. it's been a whole three days since i last went. it's the record. bye bye to that streak.
mazzie; who ya texting??
she leaned over me and looked at my phone. then backed away quickly, looking at me smiling.
mazzie; who the fuck texts you almost everyday telling you to come in 30 and let me..
she grabbed my phone before i could stop her.
maddie; oh my god! give it back!
mazzie; "let me tear that pussy up mamas"?
her eyes widen and i snatched the phone. my face was red as fuck and my mouth stayed opened. i'm so happy the text didn't say anything to reveal he was a fucking rapist texting me that shit. i looked over at the boys who have been watching this whole time with their arms crossed. mazzie was laughing her ass off.
billy; why can everyone else get your pussy and not me?
he had a sad face on. jake seemed confused and anthony. oh anthony. he seemed disappointed.
maddie; well this is embarrassing.
i let out a light laugh trying to cover this situation up.
mazzie; hurry up miss thang! you gon miss your dick appointment.
i sighed and got up. i wish i could stay to make this all look better on my side but i can't. i walked off to my car and headed to his house. i walked in, there was a no knocking policy for some reason.
i went to his room and there he sat naked waiting for me. he smirked and grabbed my waist aggressively, pinning me to the bed. i yelped in pain. he tore my clothes off ripping them. he's never been this aggressive, it scares the shit out of me.
rapist; oh baby, you make me so hard.
he grabbed his dick and put it in my mouth forcing me to suck it. i kept turning my head away because i didn't want that thing in my mouth. he slapped my face so hard, i began crying.
rapist; suck it good or i'll fucking fuck you from the third hole.
i began deep throating and rubbing it slowing. he groaned in pleasure then grabbed it, dragging it along to my tits.
rapist; squeeze your massive tits together baby girl.
i did as he said. he began tit fucking me. my body moved with his strokes. i closed my eyes not wanting to live anymore. he stopped after a little then began fucking me the hardest he ever has. i cried in pain. he flipped my over.
rapist; your head was good but, i still what the ass.
he grabbed my ass squeezing it as he fucked it hard. my mouth opened as i let out grunts due to the pain. this continued for what seemed like forever. he got off of me and i turned around, breathing heavily. i pulled the sheet over my naked body.
rapist; you're so hot. i wanna make you mine.
i shook my head.
maddie; never, you fucking rapist.
he smirked and chuckled.
rapist; you have no choice. we'll make our relationship public. we'll be the happiest couple anyone has seen.
maddie; who are you? tell me who the fuck you are.
rapist; i will baby. you don't tell anyone about this or i'll fucking ruin your life. you promise you don't tell anyone shit?
i nodded. it was the sad truth too. i couldn't bring myself to tell anyone about this. i probably deserve it honestly. i mean, that's why it's fucking happening right?
maddie; i promise.
rapist; good girl.
he began to take the mask off.
