my mom was furious when she picked me up from school. the whole car ride was you can't do that blah blah, i'm so disappointed blah blah. i just let it happen, there's no point in trying to tell my side of the story. now i was laying in bed staring outside my window. i wish i could have some xanax right now.. i need to stop taking that shit. it's been about three days since i've had some. it's painful not being able to take them but it's for the best. ding ding. i looked at my phone to see messages from the groupchat.
the cream team😎
chance🤞- mazzie thomson and madison wood, care to explain what happened today?
welp, this was bound to happen.
jake pool- fuck yeah, what he said!!
billy goat- wdym? i wanna know :(
MAZZIEE😚- maddie got into a fight with sofia.
ella🌈- omg she did not..
billy goat- lmao, who won?
i laughed at billy's comments. he's so immature.. what am i saying? i just got into a fucking fight.
chance🤞- stfu up billy, why madison?
i don't know what to say to that. i don't wanna say it was over fucking anthony. i groaned over the annoyance.
maddie- she was j being rude.
ant man💞- you wouldn't fight someone over that, i know you.
and he speaks. i started remembering him kissing sofia. it made my heart hurt.
maddie- well i did, bye guys.
i turned 'do not disturb' mode on and put my phone on my nightstand. i decided to go to sleep to just get every thought out of my head.
- hours later -
i woke up to a dark room and my bed was so fucking sweaty. i felt fear go over my body, i started breathing heavily and sat up. i was shaking a little bit. i know exactly what this is. xanax withdrawal. i took deep breathes to calm myself down but i just started sobbing. i wanted anthony so bad but i didn't need his trick ass near me. i decided to call chance.
chance- hello?
i heard in his voice that he just woke up.
maddie- hey.. c-can you please come over?
i heard him frantically move around.
chance- yes, what's wrong? do i need to stay on the phone?
i started crying harder.
maddie- i-i can tell you when you get here.
i ended the call and took the covers off me, trying to cool down. nothing was helping. i felt so much fear right now. my body was telling me to get a xanax so fucking bad but i knew i couldn't. within ten minutes chance climbed into my room from the window. he sat by me on my bed and hugged me tight. i hugged back.
maddie- im going through withdrawal. i just really need someone right now.
chance- it's okay. i'll help you through this, madison.
he pulled away from the hug and looked at me.
chance- take your shirt off, you're sweating a lot.
i nodded and took my shirt off. i was wearing a calvin klein sports bra under it, now i was left in my underwear and a bra. this wasn't weird for us considering how close we are. he pulled me to his chest and rubbed my side. i pulled a thin sheet over us.
chance- do you wanna tell me why you fought sofia?
i calmed down a lot now so i was ready to tell him.
maddie- i saw anthony kissing her. i went to the bathroom and mazzie talked me through it. little did i know sofia was listening. she said how i could never have him.
chance- you will have him maddie. he loves you a lot.
maddie- i don't know about that anymore.
chance- sofia put herself onto him. he didn't want that, why would he want her?
maddie- i don't know, you're right.
we heard a loud noise come from my window. he looked over to see anthony peaking his head in. he looked a n g r y, i've never seen him like that. he quickly went back down.
maddie- fucking hell chance. why is everything ending bad today?
