dreams || JEON JUNGKOOK

15//"Go get that girl Kook."//

It's Tuesday of the next week now. I'm sitting in the living room telling myself to calm down. I forced myself to not go Monday to see if she was back yet. But now I'm stressed out about if she WILL be there. If she's there, I can't address that she was gone all week that would be creepy, right? It would be weird of me to notice that. Also if she's there, I have to go through with asking her which is terrifying.

I stand up and push down all my stress and fears. I got this. I give myself a pep talk. Jin walks out when I'm putting on my shoes. "Cafe?" I simply nod in return. "Go get that girl Kook." I smile at that and walk out the door.

On my walk there I tell myself that this will be the last time I come to this cafe for her. If I come here in the future, it will be strictly for coffee or a pastry. If she so happens to be there, we will have normal customer employee conversation, and then I will leave. I sigh, I make it sound so simple in my head. Of course, it would be simple for her, though. It would just be hard for me.

When I make it to the cafe, I look up through the window, and there she is right inside. She's here. Now I have to do this. How? Okay, she's cleaning tables. So, I get a coffee, walk to the table she's cleaning to sit there and then ask. I think of a plan. "That seems pretty good to me," I mumble under my breath.

I get my coffee and make my way over to the table she is wiping. I smile at her before speaking. "Hello, MiHi, can I sit here?" I lean to make it look like I had to look at her name tag to remember her name.

"Oh, hi Jungkook, right? Uh, yeah, sure. Let me finish cleaning it for you." She looks at him, smiles slightly, then goes back to cleaning the table.

"Hey, um, this might be weird, but I was wondering if maybe you would want to hang out sometime?" I just blurted it out. She halts in her circular, wiping motion.

Oh no, what have I done? She's uncomfortable now. I'm uncomfortable now. This was an awful idea. Negative thought after negative thought goes through my head.

Until...

She looks up at me, smiling. "Sure, that sounds like a lot of fun."

What? She wants to? I didn't think I'd get this far. Um, oh, crap. Now what? Do I ask for her number now? Yes, I think I do.

"Really? Awesome! Uh, I could give you my number or uh you could give me yours whatever works, so we could um figure out a time?" I said this as more of a question than a statement. I'm also saying um and uh way too much, I sound like a blubbering idiot. I need to just calm down. I take a deep breath.

"Oh, um, here." She grabs the pen out of her pocket and then opens it. "Can I, um, see your hand?" She says kind of shyly. I put my hand out, and she begins to write on it.

"There. Just text me later, and I'll put you into my contacts." She smiles and then grabs her rag. She gives a small wave before walking away.

I look down at my hand and smile she put another small flower there, right at the end of her number. She's adorable. I'll have to text her when I get home. Or is that too early?

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I'm trying to kind of show that Kookie is kind of new to the whole talking to girls thing but idk if I'm really getting that point across.... I'm trying to make him seem shy but not too shy because he's also very confident. Am I doing a good job doing that?
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