"Wh-what?.............." Deidara's voice caught in his throat. It took a while for everything to set in.
But once it did, reality hit him like a freight train.Itachi Uchiha, one of Deidara's best friends whom he cared about more than anything in the world, was now gone forever. And he couldn't do anything about it.
Konan stood up straight from against the lockers "oh Deidara...." She spoke in a soft voice as she walked up to him with open arms and hugged the blonde tightly. It took a minute for Deidara to register that he was crying.
Once he did realize he hugged the bluenette back tightly, crying into her shoulder.After letting go, Konan looked over at the others and nodded her head towards her and Deidara. The rest of the group of friends got the hint and walked up to them.
They wrapped their arms around each other and just had a moment of letting reality set in. Hidan sniffed slightly, yes. Big bad Hidan, was near tears. His magenta eyes looked at everyone "all of us are getting together tonight. I don't give a fuck what you're doing, your ass better be at my house at seven thirty."
Kisame gave a weak smile and laughed lightly "wouldn't miss it for the world Hidan"
Deidara chuckled "I love you idiots so fucking much..."
The day went by as usual but to Deidara, it felt as if it was going slower and slower with each passing second. Not smiling once throughout the whole day, close to the entire week.
Once the blonde got home, he kicked off his tennis shoes and practically dropped his text book for History upon the kitchen table before going to make his way upstairs. As he reached the first step his father called out to him "Deidara..everything okay? You practically slammed your text book down and you seem to be in a rush.."
Deidara paused and turned towards his father and Chie, whom were now standing in the kitchen, concern filling their expressions. The teen shook his head "no....." Sumato frowned "what happened? Did you and Sasori get into a fight?" Deidara shook his head once more, dimissing his father's question "it has nothing to do with Sasori....it....it's Itachi..." Chie stepped forward "is he okay?"
That was the question that set him off into tears. He frantically shook his head and let out a choked back sob. Chie gave him a look of pity and walked up to the blonde, pulling him into a hug "what's going on with Itachi?" Deidara buried his face in the crook of the woman's neck "he....Itachi killed himself last night...."
Sumato's eyes widened upon hearing this and walked to join the hug "oh Deidara I'm so sorry..." Chie rubbed the boy's back as she sighed "it'll be okay honey...."
After a long hug Deidara finally stepped back from his guardians and sighed. Sumato just gave a weak smile "if it makes you feel a little better, your mother is stopping by for a little...you guys could spend a little time together" Deidara shook his head "as much as I would love that, the others and I promised Hidan that we would be at his house at seven thirty...."
Sumato ruffled his son's hair "she should be here in about an hour. It's only five thirty. You visit with her for a little and then I'll drop you off at Hidan's." Both Chie and Deidara were taken aback and the teen raised a brow "but dad...you hate Hidan." Which Chie nodded in agreement
The brunette shrugged "while that may be true, you just had something happen that I had always hoped would never happen to you. You lost one of your best friends for good...that's a wound that can only be soothed...and if going to Hidan's is going to help...I'll make an exception."Deidara sighed "alright...I'll be up in my room.." And with that the teenager made his way up the stairs to his bedroom.
Once he shut the door he walked over and flopped down on his bed, burying his face in the pillow. He sighed and looked over at the desk in his room, looking at the ceramic owls he had made. A thought crossed his mind. The boy immediately got up and grabbed a sketch pad, then once again flopped on his bed.
Once he was in a comfy position he began to sketch. A crow to be exact, they always had caught Itachi's eye. Deidara decided to make one in memory of his friend.After sketching crows for thirty minutes he began to draw the greatest memories he had made with Itachi. Currently he was drawing the memory to which had taken place last year at Kisame's. The others were tipsy or passed out, Itachi and Deidara being the only sober ones. Nothing was getting out of hand so the two boys decided to chat, it's actually how Deidara had gotten to know Itachi better.
He was almost finished with the sketch portion when there was a soft knock followed by his door opening to reveal a woman with golden blonde hair and dark blue eyes.
This woman was none other than Deidara's mother, Kashikoi Mirakazi.
"Hey honey..." Deidara looked up and smiled upon the sight of her "hey mom." The teenager sat up as he greeted his mother. The woman walked over and sat on the bed, smiling softly "your father told me about your friend....I'm so sorry Dei..."
Deidara looked down and sighed "I wish I could of done something...then maybe he'd still be here...." Kashikoi frowned and tucked the boy's bangs out of his face "don't blame yourself Dei...it wasn't your fault..." She wrapped an arm around her son and pulled his closer, so his head was rested on her shoulder "it'll be okay sweetheart...." She spoke softly, placing a light kiss on the teen's head.The blonde sighed just stared at the wall in front of him "this entire week so far is just a crazy mess of turmoil..." Kashikoi hummed in response, a signal for him to continue "like what honey?"
Deidara sighed "well...there's Itachi and...then Obito, one of my best friends, kissed me..." Kashikoi ran her fingers through her son's hair "high school hasn't changed I see. Honey...it doesn't seem like now but, things will get better eventually. You just have to remember something..."
Deidara grunted in response, which his mother laughed lightly to."And that something is, is that you're still a teenager"
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A/N:WOOOOOO CHAPTER PUBLISHED!!! Is my hiatus over? DUNNO! MY DEPRESSION IS A BITCH BUT HEY! ITS WHATEVER. ALSO! Kashikoi's last name, Mirakazi. I picked the first thing that sounded like a last name that popped into my head. And there will be more like this, just sayin heh..
ANYWAY! This chapter is longer than the thirteenth and hopefully it was a good one. I'm glad to be back in the writing spirit. I'll start working on the fifteenth chapter soon, until then
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FanfictionDeidara, stubborn, slightly stuck up, arrogant, and he uses it all to cover up his pain. Going to Khona High ever since freshman year he kept to himself even while with his friends, trying to escape from his home life. Living with his father after h...