i am tired.
but i stay up for the texts.
because maybe i'll get to see how your day was.
and maybe you'll say you love me.
or bid me sweet dreams.
but lately i've been bidding myself these dreams.
and telling myself you love me.
because i am too afraid of being awake
without texts,
or even a text
from the guy
that i used to go to sleep smiling because of.
-m
