New Perception [Bendystraw] ~completed~

Shopping

Bendys POV
As we drove off from school I felt a bit bad that I was skipping but then again, I always work my ass off. We arrived at the supermarket and I could tell Cups was happy. We got all the party essentials and before we left I had to get my favorite meal: Bacon soup. It was on the top shelf and of course with me being so short it was hard to reach. As I continued to try and reach, I felt a pair of hands grab my waist and lift me. I looked back and it was Cups. I grabbed the soup and tried to hide the pink that was forming on my cheeks. Cup payed for it all (even my soup) and we left to his to put away the food. After putting everything away in his kitchen, I made my soup and Cups sat down.
"It's been...really fun Cups, thanks for taking me"
"No problem, I thought it was fun too"
"Oh...umm...I had a question"
"Yes?"
"Is there gonna be any...beer?"
Cuphead scratched the back of his head.
"Well, I don't bring any but usually some other people do...and I drink."
My eyes were wide in surprise. I couldn't imagine him drinking.
"Your a virgin aren't you"
I froze in my place like a deer in headlights.
"...drinking wise"
I found some relief and sighed.
"Yes...is there a...problem with that?"
"Not at all, but I hope to change that by tomorrow night"
I gulped at the fact I was gonna be drinking beer. When I finished my soup it was already time to leave (school) so Cups dropped me off and I probably stayed in my room for an hour deciding on what I should wear. I remember him saying don't go too formal so I just decided to wear a tie dye shirt with the words chill really small and jeans. After eating dinner with Boris I told him I'd be going to a party. He was fine with it but he said to not have any alcohol. Of course I lied but I had to. I went in my bed and got on my phone.
Me:hey
I decided to change his contact name
Cuppy❤️:Hey Bends, you excited for tomorrow?
Me:yes! Already picked my outfit
Cuppy❤️:cute :) I'm going to sleep and so do you, we're gonna need some rest for tomorrow night
Me: okay, night
Cuppy❤️: night
I plugged my phone in and took a deep breath and smiled. I knew it. I finally admitted to myself that I did love that boy. I love the guy I used to hate. I fell asleep probably feeling the best I had in...forever.

Hey guys...I'm gonna be active but I might take a break from writing idk. I feel like I'm losing my friends and my parents are starting to hate me (not because of this but just personal stuff). I don't know if I just have really bad anxiety but I feel like everyone hates me right now and I don't really have any hope for myself atm. I hope y'all are doing fine. Hopefully I don't get depressed or anything because honestly this is the lowest I've felt. I just came to write so I could maybe take my mind off of everything. Anyways, tell me how I did.

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