And i also left crying
suies POV
i was so pissed i didn't want Samantha or Lucid here anymore. I didn't want Lucid here because he has what i want and it's not fair i knew Samantha before he did how does she even like him i mean i know they text all the time but her and i are together all the time. shes the only girl i genuinely feel comfortable around and it sucks cause i feel like i can't be like that around her anymore. and Samantha i like her so much and instead of just saying that she likes me but not in that way she told me she wants me to stay away from her but i don't want to stay away from her i really like her and i honestly miss her when she hugged me i really didn't want her to let go but i pushed her off of me and i regret it now. i cried so much that i got a headache so i went downstairs to get medicine and Landon looks at me while comforting sam i know everyone can tell I've been crying so then skies yells"lucid Samantha and suie meeting in Samantha's room NOW"
We all head to Sams room and skies sits in front of us and then says "what the hell is going on, suies crying, Samantha's quiet, and lucid i don't know why you're here but i feel like i need you for this and like i said suie and Sam aren't acting right so you guys need to talk it out suie you go first
"So I noticed i liked sam like two weeks ago and I didn't tell her cause i was too nervous but then Sam told me she liked lucid and im jealous because I've known sam longer it isn't fair that she likes him because he doesn't even like her. they were cuddling and i got mad so i said something to them and stormed off upstairs and Sam came after me and asked what was wrong and i told her i liked her and she cut me off by kissing me we pulled away looked at me and ran off. I tried texting her all night but they weren't going through so then i thought she blocked me. today she came into my room and she wanted to talk and i let her and she told me that me and her shouldn't hang out until i lose feelings for her.
Sams POV
I didn't know what to say everyone in the room just looked at me then skies ask me "why don't you want you two to hang out until he loses feelings?" "because i don't want them to grow stronger and i have to keep shooting him down"
"Okay, Samantha im only doing this cause i love my boy suie and im just going to tell the truth suie she like you bro. she only told you she liked me cause she thought the feeling wasn't mutual so she freaked out and said she liked me. and i don't like sam and the only reason we were cuddling is cause she thought i felt left out and i don't know the rest you have to ask her about that but sorry sam but he's been crying for at least an hour now"
"is any of this true?" suie finally looks up with a sad expression
yes suie i didn't want to hurt you" i replied feeling bad
"HURT ME, YOU DIDNT WANT TO HURT ME? LOOK AT ME HOW MUCH WORSE COULD I GET?" he starts to yell
okay, first of all, please stop yelling and second lucid, skies i think I've got it from here."
they leave and i start to explain everything to suie
"you can have any girl and that's one of the reasons why.why do you want me I know you wouldn't hurt me but the only thing I've thought about is, is he trying to use me? would he cheat on me im just scared suie and you're fifteen and you are doing things with your life like you're going on tour and im so proud of you but do you really think you need a girlfriend through that? i asked you to stay away cause i wanted to lose feeling too cause you're my best friend you mean so much to me and i don't want to lose you that would hurt me so much and to even think about it yesterday made me so sad. what if we ever break up then what we still won't be best friends"
you really feel this way" he asks
"yes i really do" i reply
you're such a girl" he says we both laugh and we hug
"Im so sorry suie"
"Quit apologizing i forgive you, well kinda"
"what do i have to do to make you fully forgive me "I question him
"cuddle with me and watch a movie," he says smiling
"deal!" i say excitedly
i grab my laptop and lay down with suie and turn i finding dory after half the movie i hear faint snores from beside me realizing suie is asleep i look up and kiss his cheek and cuddle into him more then go to bed with him.
