I've been in this room for days and i swear there boys still haven't found out the only other one who knows is lucid and that's because i told him and i told him that i will beat the shit out of him if he tells any of the other boys cause I'm still no ready yet but i know I'm going to have to do it today
Because they are going to find out one way or another and I'd rather tell them then one of the boys walking into suies room and seeing me i get snapped out of my thoughts but someone texting me
Lucid☕❤: hey want to get food with just me
Me: yeah sure but how
Lucid☕❤:the boy are bout to go to the studio
Me: okay I'll be dressed soon
I get in the shower do my business then start to get ready as I'm doing my makeup Suie walks in the room and i ask where i was going
"I'm going to lunch with lucid"
"Why you trying to impress him by doing your make up"
"I'm not i do my makeup Everytime i leave the house"
"Yeah sure, whatever have fun"
"K"
"Suie"
"What"
"Come here"
"What"
I turn with the chair and hug his waist while he was standing up
"Why you mad"
"I'm not"
" Yes you are is it cause I'm going with lucid"
"Yes"
"Suie you know me and him are friends"
"Yeah i know"
"So don't be mad and plus he has a girlfriend"
" I don't care"
"Dont be mad"
"Have fun"
He tried to pull away but i held him so he couldn't and told him he could leave till he wasn't mad about me leaving with lucid he finally gave in smiled and kissed my head and i don't know if it's bad or not but i miss being his I'm glad I'm going with lucid so i can tell him i miss Suie
Lunch>>>>>
Me and lucid ordered and this is about the time i tell him i miss Suie
"Lucid"
"Yeah"
"I miss Suie more than a friend"
"Tell him"
