Its been three weeks since Suie and I started talking. We talked about actually dating but he said he doesn't want to which i completely understand because he has a lot more than a girl on his mind and his career is just starting he made rules that he can't talk to no other dude but because he's going on tour he's allowed to talk to other girls which i don't find fair like im 100% agree with me only talking to him but he is allowed to talk to other girls and if i get caught talking to another dude he said i could stay single which its not like we are in a relationship now anyway but I've been only about him these past three weeks and I've also talked to lucid and his girlfriend about the situation and lucid says give suie some time to warm up to me some more but he was the one who wanted to be with me he's the one who started the whole thing with me him and lucid but not we cant date and i have to be fully committed to him and he can go talk to who he wants and lucids girlfriend thinks the same thing and she wants me to start talking to someone else and I've thought long and hard about it because he is also acting like he isn't interested in me every time i say or ask him something its always him with his face in his phone with one word answers and anytime i face time he declines it after 3 rings EVERY TIME so i fell back and now i guess we aren't talking and i took lucids girlfriends advice and started talking to someone new but he doesn't even compare to suie and its even worse that i have to see him every day which we never clarified but we both keep our distance when its only us but he acts like he used to when we are around cam Jonny skies and Landon and its so aggravating cause i love when he acts like he used to but hate when we get home cause there he is acting different and i haven't told him I'm talking to someone so i feel like now is the time.
"Babe" I say as i walk into his room
no answer
"Suie," i say louder
"Hm..." he replies
"I need to talk to you,"I say looking at him waiting to pay attention
"k," he says still staring at his phone
"suie seriously"I sort of yell
"okay Samantha what" he sighs
"I'm talking to someone," i say lowly but loud enough for him to hear me
"bruh what" asking like he didn't hear me
"I'm talking to someone"
Pl
"like a dude" he questions
"yes"
"okay dude so this what we doing now" he glares at me
"what do you mean you're allowed to talk to anyone and we aren't dating but I'm not allowed to other dudes" i start to get irritated
"its different for me and how long you guys been talking"
"since this week"
"that's it"
"yeah"
"Okay, you cut off we ain't even friends," he says bluntly
"are you serious" I question in disbelief
"um yeah cause i told you what was up obviously you ain't take me serious"
"yes i did but when it was just me and you, you kept your distance but as soon as we were around the boys you start acting like you did two weeks ago and i like the way you acted then because now you act like you don't even like me and i did nothing wrong and the fact that you didn't expect me to fall back is dumb asf"
"I don't want to hear it get ou my room"
i walk out crying cause i still like him a lot but i had to tell him what was going on so it didn't look bad on me i plug my phone up and look at the time to see its 4:00 so i go to lay down and i finally go to sleep after about an hour of crying
time skippppppp suckaaaassssssss>>>>>>>>>>
i woke up to someone moving around so i look over cause nobody should be here but it was suie
"why are you in here"
"you were right"
I know now get out
no now go to bed
what do you want
i swear my girlfriend has such an attitude
k well go handle it elsewhere
samantha please quit having an attitude
why do you think to come in here and being friendly is going to help the fact of you acting ignorant all the time because it doesn't
okay well i quit acting ignorant i promise im all about you nobody else i promise we can officially date and everything i promise just please forgive me
