1 month later
I've been living with my best friend and her mom and i feel like im not welcome here anymore so im leaving i don't know where to go i think im going to stay at probably go hotel to hotel.
Suie has been texting me nonstop i won't ever text him back but he tries every night and morning it gets annoying maybe because i can't help the fact that i love everything about him.he is honestly the best even after what he's done to me it seems like he's perfect. After everyone's asleep I sneak out to go to a hotel and write a little note for her mom
thx for letting me stay here but i left and i am safe - Sam
i worried they were going to call the cops but i did write a note so hopefully, everything is okay it's currently 4 in the morning and im walking to the closest hotel but i feel like im being followed so I turn around but nothing was there so i turn back around and start back to the hotel but faster i still feel like someone was following me but then i get shoved towards a gate and some man is touching my face saying that im beautiful i keep trying to push him away but he slaps me and i was so scared he tries to hold me down and he keeps petting my face so i kick him in a place where nobody wants to be kicked and i start to run to the hotel once i get there i check in and go to the room it was so gross it looks like it hasnt been cleaned in a long time and i seen a roach i sat on the bed and cried so i decide to call suie
phone convo
Sam: hello suie
Suie: SAM ARE YOU OKAY?
Sam: no, not at all
Suie: tell me whats wrong
Sam: can you come to get me
Suie: Where are you
Sam: I'll send you my location
Suie: okay ill be there
Time skip till past the uber ride
i see suie and i instantly start crying its just been so much stress
i explained everything that happened
"i just don't want to feel this anymore" i cry out
"don't want to feel what" suie asked
"the terrible gut feeling i get when i know im not wanted the feeling of sadness every day when i wake up I just hate that feeling"
i see suie start to tear up
"why are you crying" I question
"because i know i started all of this if i wouldn't have posted your nudes or even commented on Jordyn's picture it hurt you and here you are sleeping in dirty hotels and weird men coming up to you i know that sucks and i know im the reason for it and everyone misses you they are going to be glad that you're back "
"it doesn't seem like that," I say quietly but loud enough so he could hear
"why would you say that"
"because the only person who tried was you that is why it text you instead of you skies or Landon cause you're the only one who cared"
Hey so i know i suck at updating but i try but it will be a little harder because i usually update on my phone but i broke it so that sucks but im using my laptop instead and i start school in a few days so i might take some time for me to update but i will try !!!!
