im scared

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"What off he doesn't like me back"
"He will, he does"
"Im scared to say it though"
"Okay well then facetime him and I'll be right here when you tell him"
"Okay well let's order our food first"

After ordering

"Okay bro im really scared"
"Samantha just call him

*Facetime connecting*
"Hey Sam what do you need"
"Nothing i just called to talk to you"
"About?"
"Things do you want me to call you later you seem irritated"
,No you're fine what's up"
"Sooooo suie you're the best"
"I know i know" *smiles slightly*
"Okay well let me just get to the point so i miss you. I miss being with you cuddling with you talking to you about my problems and we do that now but it's not the same and i want it to go back to the way it was"

Boop boop boop

My face complete dropped and i looked at lucid about to cry because i had a gut feeling thag he didnt feel the same way and i didnt trust when i should have
"Can we go home?"
"Yeah lets go"
Lucid pays and we go home i go straight to the kitchen grab enough food for at least three days cause i know im not coming out anytime soon go into the bathroom take a shower go back in my room and cry myself to sleep i really do like him and that hurt that all he did was hang up but i guess it is what it is

I wake up to knocking on my door
"Go away"
"Sam open the door" suie says
"No"
I hear my door open and suie laid on my back as i was laying on my stomach he was hugging me and kissing my cheek
"Im sorry for hanging up i really didnt know what to say i was scared"
"Okay"
"And i miss you too. I miss being around you and you always being gooofy around me and you can alwayd be yourself around me and i feel like we havent been the same i also miss just being in a relationship with you you were such a good girlfriend" i turn so he could get off of me and i hugged him and i started to cry because everything he was saying made me so happy
"Hey hey dont cry"
"Im sorry"
We laid there for a while and i fell asleep with him playing with my hair

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