As we get to the house it's silent because it's five in the morning Suie goes and grabs me some of my clothes i must've left here and tells me to take a shower then come to his room when I'm done. I go to the shower and just think i think about how nervous i am to see the boys mostly my brother but all the boys in general i haven't talked to lucid in forever we probably aren't even considered friends at this point are any of them i start to cry not knowing why but i hurry and stop before suie gets worried i hurry and do my business and get out the shower i walk into his room and it realized how much i missed him his smell his touch just him i go lay down on his bed and he lays down with me after putting his phone down and he cuddles with me and i hear sniffing so i look up and ask what's wrong
"I really missed you Sam"
"I missed you too"
I wipe his tears and kiss his cheek and try to sleep but for some reason i just can't sleep so i tap Suie and tell him
"Want to watch tv"
"Yeah please"
"Okay" he says tiredly before passing me the remote
"Sorry for waking you up" i say positioning myself to see the tv better
"Don't worry bout it baby just try to get some rest, okay?"
"Okay thank you again"
"No problem but I'm going back to bed we can talk when i wake up get some rest you're going to be tired tomorrow"
"Okay"
I finally pick a channel i like and i start to doze off right in the middle of a movie
6 hours later >> (in my head i said that in the SpongeBob guy voice)
I wake up and look at the time it's now twelve and suie isn't there beside me so i just sit there cause I'm afraid to go outside the room cause I'm not sure if I'm ready to see them yet i mean it's going to be soon because I'm in the house but i text Suie to see if he can keep me company
Sam: Suie???
Suue: yes?
Sam: are you home?
Suie yeah why?
Sam: Cause i don't want to leave your room and I'm lonely
Suie: babe nobody is home right now
Suie: come downstairs
Sam: what if they come home
Suie: they are going to see you at some point you are back home that's kinda hard to hide
Sam: i know but I'm still scared
Suie why?
Sam: because last time nobody would even look at me let alone talk to me and they still might be the same
Suie: okay we will figure that out soon but they won't be home for a few hours come down here
Sam: okay
Seen
I walk downstairs to see him sitting on the couch watching TV
"Hey"
"Hey, come here"
I walk over to him and he pulls me down so that we can lay together and i closed my eyes cause i was still tired and suie noticed and started playing with my hair and i started to fall asleep faster i fell asleep and so did Suie
I woke up to a door opening and i shoot up and shake Suie
"Suie someones Here"
"Go upstairs ill be up there in a little bit" i walk up stairs and i try to go back to bed but i hear talking downstairs and i try and listen
Suie "so would you guys be happy if Sam came back"
Skies: "i mean yeah i lowkey miss her"
Landon:" she isn't going to come back don't get your hopes up"
Suie"why do you say that"
Landon: "once Sam hates someone she holds that grudge forever she'll always hate them and she made it clear she hated you and also instead of supporting her we all shut her out when she needed us most she didn't feel wanted here thats why she left i don't know where she's at but she isn't coming back.
Hey!!! So i know i literally suck like Justine just ducking update already you're talking forever well ya girl been SUPER busy with school and i haven't had the time so don't be mad I'm going to try my best
