Its been almost two weeks and since me and suie live together i know he hasnt been himself he only leaves his room to get food and shower and he hasnt been eating much at all maybe once a day if that. Im not going to say im at my best cause im not but im doing better than he is. I really think that he thinks this is permanent. Its not i couldnt do it if i tried. I decided on going to the store and getting a few things
Time skippppp>>>>>>>
I just got back from walmart and as soon as i got in the door i heard suie close his bedroom door little does this bum know i got him some stuff. So i put everything away i mainly got food and snacks so for when he gets food he'll have stuff that he likes yeah i know sounds weird why am i being so nice to him well he's my bestfriend still and i dont want to see him hurt. And i also still really love the kid. Knowing he wouldnt come out his room or let me in i wrote a note
Suie (bestfriend),
So i went to the store and got you some things i think i got everything but if i didn't tell me and i can run to the store and get it. Nevermind you wont talk to me. Write it on a note or something. Anyways love you.
-Sam. (bestfriend)
I slid it under his door and it sounded like he was crying but i doubt it its been two weeks almost so maybe he's just sick i dont know i guess I'll find out soon maybe.
Suies pov>>>>>>>>>
Ive been laying in bed for two weeks crying because i miss her and i also have nothing to do cause i cant even find my phone and i dont want to look for it cause then i have to see sam so i dont even bother. I dont know why i keep hurting her she was such a good girlfriend and i am such a bad boyfriend i dont deserve her and nobody can even compare to her she is so pretty so nice so genuine and was mature but goofy and childish at the same time she knew when the right time for everything was and it makes me so mad that i keep fucking it up im a fuck up i dont deserve to be here no matter what i do i fuck things up i made her cry and im so dumb for that. I did it with her bestfriend. Thats so much worse i dont even want to be here no more. I want to talk to her so bad but im so embarrassed i cant believe i did that i actually did that. And even now through all of this shes still so nice she still talks to me I start to cry thats another reason i don't want to see her is cause i know I sound soft but i keep crying cause i keep fucking up.
I see a peice of paper slide from under my door i get up and grab it and read it
Suie (bestfriend),
So i went to the store and got you some things i think i got everything but if i didn't tell me and i can run to the store and get it. Nevermind you wont talk to me. Write it on a note or something. Anyways love you.
-Sam (bestfriend)
I cried even more because she cares so much and im such an ass to her and she doesnt deserve it i want to talk to her so bad i cant even text her cause i dont know where my phone i punch my wall and swipe everything off my dresser then i heard little feet going across the house and sam knocking on the door
Back to sams pov>>>>>>>
I knock on the door
"Suie you okay?" I ask
"No"he quietly cries out
"Please let me in"
He opens the door looking down
"Suie"
He ignored me
"SUIE"
"Baby look at me"
He looks up and you can tell he's been crying.
I pull him into a hug and he cries harder than he already was
"Why are you crying"
"Because i lost you."
"I already told you all you have to do is change dont change the way you are you're great but change how you are in a relationship. And we are still best friends remember?"
"I dont want to be bestfriends i want to be your boyfriend and it sucks to know that i fucked that up i promise im going to change. Please dont date nobody while im trying to change though i wont be able to handle it please"
"I wasnt planning on it" i hug him and pull him down so we are both laying side ways on his bed i remember i still have his phone so i get up and walk out and go grab it and hand it to him he grabbed it and threw it on the bed and hugged me again.
"Sam im so sorry i dont deserve you i always fuck it up between us and i hurt you. Youre such a good person and i dont deserve you. Sam without you i dont even want to be here no more im so so sorry"
"Hey suie, stop talking you're working yourself up and stressing yourself up.i love you"
