"I cant do this"

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So everything the past three weeks was going perfect and i loved it but now suie isn't paying any attention to me... Again to me and its kind of bothering me but whatever i had my head in his lap scrolling through Instagram and i like jordyn Jones picture and i seen suie did too and commented so i gave a dry laugh and get up
Babe where you going?" He asked looking up from his phone
I looked at him rolled my eyes and threw my phone to him and walked away
Babe"
Stop calling me that" i then turn around and slam my door this happened two days ago he's tried to talk to me every day and I've just give him the silent treatment he walks in my room and shuts the door i look up and look back down to make sure he thinks i don't care
"Sam talk to me" he says
I look at him with no emotion
"Fine then I'll just expose you"
I look back at my phone cause i thought he was lying but it still worried me
I then get a notification that suie tagged me in something and i go and look at it and he did expose me a tear rolls down my cheek and i go into the bathroom and just cry he has so many followers they will all see it i grab my phone again and i go look at it and see many comments and that makes me cry more and most say things like
"Omg she's a hoe"
"EXPOSED"
"Nasty bitch"
I grabbed a razor and put i cut to my thigh again and again i then hear Landon yelling and knocking obviously mad about the situation i keep cutting until he walks in the bathroom with Lucid and they both looked at me in shock i just kept crying landon left the room it looked like he was tearing up but i didnt think much of it Lucid picked me up and sat me on the counter and cleaned them until he was done his girlfriend just watched and lucid wanted me to tell him what happened and i told him the entire thing and then i heard "DELETE FUCKING NOW"
Landon screaming then crashing and skies yelling for the boys to help i follow behind everyone and watch from the top of the stairs and I'm still crying everyone's trying to break them up and everything was a mess things were broken and even though lucid cleaned me I'm still bleeding and everyone's yelling and no one could get them to stop fighting so i scream
"STOPPPP" and everyone stops and looks at me i look so bad and everyone stares at me in shock im still bleeding my hairs a mess and mascara running down my face
"Suie you're foul for that one" Jonny says lowly but everyone could still hear  i see suie starring at me with his mouth open and i start crying again and walk away suie goes towards me and i hear landon yell "dont go anywhere near her"
I go into my room and take a shower and when i get out i see suie text me three times
Suie🙁: I am so sorry im going to delete it
Suie🙁: baby please answer me
Suie🙁:Sam I am so sorry I don't know why i did that
Me: I don't care about your stupid apologies i cant do this you are so mean to me
I go on insta and see what everyone has been saying and it was deleted and he posted something on his story

 Again to me and its kind of bothering me but whatever i had my head in his lap scrolling through Instagram and i like jordyn Jones picture and i seen suie did too and commented so i gave a dry laugh and get up Babe where you going?" He asked look...

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