"Sam"
"Sam"
"Sammm"
"Samantha"
"What"
"You want to go get food"
"No"
"why not"
"Because I'm going out"
"With who"
"Daniel"
"A dude"
"Yessir"
"What the fuck"
"What"
"You're going out with a dude"
"Suie we aren't dating i made that clear i am allowed to do what i want"
"No that's stupid"
"No it's not"
"Then I'm funking with other girls."
"That's Okay we aren't dating i can't get mad"
"Are you serious"
"Yes"
"Whatever bro"
" why are you so mad for?"
"I didn't want to break up"
"Well i did so stop it"
He walks out the room and slams his door and of course my dumbass feels bad so i take off my shoes and walk upstairs and grab my phone and cancel my plans with daniel and walk to suies room. I already see this going bad.
I open the door and he looks at me then looks back down.
"Leave"
"No, dont tell me what to do"
"LEAVE SAMANTHA"
I walk up to his bed and lay down and cuddle up to him by hugging his waist while he was sitting up he tries pushing me off of him but i wasnt letting that happen
"Get off of me Samantha"
"Im not going no where so shut up"
"Get the fuck off of me remember you dont want to be with me. You didnt want to be together remember"
"I know what i said"
"So then why are around me"
"Because i love you"
"Samantha you are way more toxic than i am"
"How is that" i replied not even really taking him serious
"Because i try working things out you break up with me then you break up with me then you telling me you have a dat-"
"I never said it was a date"
"Whatever, which it still hurt cause im trying to fix things once again and you come in here to lay with me. I dont know what to think do you want me do you not want me what the fuck do you want"
His voice was cracking so you can tell hes crying after he said all of that it made me realize he was actually hurting and part of it was because of me i mean yeah he did fuck up multiple times but i don't help by leaving then running back that does fuck up someones head up
"Im not sure what i want"
"Then leave me alone"
"I dont want to though, like i want to leave you but i cant i love you too much then i run back then something happens then i want to leave again"
"Maybe we shouldnt be together then"
"Maybe youre right but im not sure if i want to end it with you"
"If its meant to be we'll come back to each other we both know that"
"If you want ill move out"
"I think we should both move out"
"Are you sure"
"Yeah so it doesnt remind us of memories"
"Suie a lot of things are going to be memories when i look at them when i drive by our favorite resturant im going to think of you because you really are special to me you are my first love my first time you were my first for everything so moving out of this house is nothing"
"You're right but i still feel like we should find different things"
"Okay"
I pull him in to kiss him and he looks at me funny
"One last kiss" he nodded his head and leaned in after we were done i pulled away and walked to my room to call my mom to see if i could stay with her again she said i could and suie said he was going to live with his mom too. I go and get boxes for both of us at home depot and bring them home so we can start packing.
Soooooo i finally figured out how i was going to end this book and im actually excited
