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Yi Su's POV

I got my memories back by seeing Yi Eun. I thought that my urge to live on was caused by Jin but now I have my doubts.

Ji Su and Yi Eun ended up postponing seeing BTS for a day later because in my condition at the time it was not the smartest idea for me to do a ginormous climb up a tree. We went to a nearby hotel and stayed for the night in a seperate room each. That is where I am currently at questioning my life. Every now and then either Ji Su or Yi Eun would check on me just to make sure I did not pass out or anything. 

But seriously I am starting to get the feeling that I didn't forget Yi Eun in my life at all. The whole time I thought I forgot about her I think I had tiny memories still in my head that refused to leave with my first episode of memory loss. In all honesty I always used to get dreams when I was younger, at the time I had no friends and I always used to get a dream that I met this girl from another school at the bus station everyday. As far as I can remember she never told me her name or age and I never saw her face until the last day I got the dream. That was the day I finally made friends at school. I went to bed that night and I dreamt about her. In those dreams she was like an angel who listened to what I said and helped me solve my problems. She never told me anything about herself and never showed her faced. But when I dreamt that night I rambled on and on to her about my new friends and told her all about them. She was silent the whole time and nodded with a smile on her face. Her smile was a mixture of happiness and sadness. After a while of rambling on and on and no response other than nods and smiles I sensed something was wrong. I asked her if something was up. She responded by saying, "I fear that the time for me to leave has arrived...". After that she looked at me and smiled. That was when I first noticed what she was wearing. She wore dark skinny jeans and a black hoodie which covered her eyes and nose only revealing her mouth. Without warning she slowly pulled the hood of her hoodie down to reveal her face for the first time. I gasped when I saw that it was identical to mine. After that I didn't ever dream about her again and I am ashamed to admit that I slowly started to forget about my life saviour after I got closer and closer to my friends at school. After a month or so I completely forgot about her. I feel guilty and ashamed to have forgotten the girl in my dreams so easily. She helped me out a lot in my life and if not for her I probably would not have made it through all the bullying in school.

However back at home when me and mum used to have dinner at the dining table I always sensed that we were missing somebody really important. My theory for all this is that I never completely forgot about Yi Eun in my life at all. She was the last face I saw before I fainted. So I think that my mind has always wanted me to find her. She was what I have been living for. That is why I felt that someone was missing. The only problem was that my mind couldn't remember names or relations or anything other than the fact that she looked like me.

I decided to stop stressing over it and got myself ready for the big climb up that tree. We couldn't even see the top of it. I'm doing all of this for BTS and Jin. I hope all goes well. I left my room and met up with Ji Su and Yi Eun by the main door. I glanced at Yi Eun and she caught me looking and smiled. I smiled back and then she looked ahead and started walking. I looked at her properly now. I observed every inch of her. We were so identical. But something  didn't seem right about her. Maybe I just never noticed how pale she had been. She is really pale today. I hope she isn't ill or something. That would be really bad...

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