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Yi Eun's POV

I am so so happy that Yi Su is finally properly recovering from that. I'm also so glad that her memory has finally returned to her in one piece. I just really want to know how she got her memory back without finding Jin. I can tell that she is wondering about that too. She seems really distracted. I keep smiling reassuring smiles at her to keep her happy and stop her from stressing too much.

I don't really know how long I can keep the secret away from her. She seems to be getting closer and closer to me by the minute. It is great that she cares for me but I just really don't want her to find out the truth until she has safely been received by Jin. She has already lost a lot of people in her life such as our mum and dad and her friend's mum and dad. So if she finds out that her twin is no more too I don't know how she will take it. Even I couldn't take it. I don't know how she will feel if she also find out that the real cause for our dad's death is me... Even now - so many years after - I cry about it a lot on my own. Obviously she will have to know one day. But let that day be after she has met up with Jin. I can't get that memory out of my head...

Flashback

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As if on cue I wore my beautiful white long dress. I don't usually like wearing dresses but today the weather was unbearable so I consented straight away when my dad asked. It is almost a month now after dad and mum parted ways... I still beg dad to get back together and everytime he says even he wants to but he can't because he doesn't think that mum likes him anymore. I ask him if I am allowed to go visit Yi Su but he says that she doesn't remember me and besides mum won't let me anyways. My life is such a hard one. I got parted from my twin because of my pointless prank of hiding the water bottle. It was all my fault that mum and dad parted ways and that Yi Su had an asthma attack. I feel really worthless but I promised myself at the court when the divorce was passed that I will find Yi Su one day. It won't be for a long time but if I set my heart on it I will find her even if takes my life...

"Yi Eun. Are you ready? We need to start moving, my meeting is in half an hour!" I can hear dad yelling downstairs. Everyone thinks dad is scary because he yells a lot but since he works at an office he is just used to speaking at such a high volume. He is actually a really nice person. 

"Coming!" I yelled back as I ran down the stairs." I locked the house doors and ran straight into dad's car and belted my self in on the left window side. I have always liked sitting on that side of the car. As the car started moving dad rolled my side window all the way down. He knows I love the window being all the way open. Especially in the heat of summer. I tucked my hands under my thigh and closed my eyes. To be honest I didn't really have the option of keeping my eyes open because the speed of the wind was forcing my eyes to be open barely past a squint. I didn't want to waste my energy trying to squint so I just shut my eyes . The wind blew through my hair ruffling it all over my face. I loved this new calm that had come over me in the car. I was detaching myself from my problems then. I purely focused on the wind and how it always calms me on warm days. The coolness of the air rushing in cooled me to my insides. I was slowly drifting into a calm sleep. The only thing about me that was still conscious was my mind processing all the noises heard around me. My mind was going to switch of too when suddenly I heard a very loud beep. It was the horn of a vehicle. It sounded big like a lorry. I tugged my eyes open with force and saw our car coming straight on with a lorry that had just blocked the road. I shut my eyes tightly. I didn't want to see anymore of this. I braced myself for the force of impact...

Silence

Nothing happened... I opened my eyes hard. I looked all around me. The car was heavily damaged. All the seats were as good as flattened. The seat in front of me covered me from seeing my dad's face. I jumped around in my seat trying to catch a glimpse of my dad. As I jumped for a fourth time part of the inner layer of the roof fell down. I missed it by a hair. I can't see my dad but what I can see now is blood. My usually calm self  freaked out and I opened the right side car door and jumped out. The lorry was gone. But our car was on fire at the front. I looked around to see if anyone had seen it. No one was around but to my fortune there were lots of CCTV cameras in this area. Then I saw a car coming our way. I ran closer to the car and jumped about in front of it to get its attention. It's speed wasn't decreasing!!! At it's current speed it was going to run me over. I didn't know what to do at the time and I just stood in front of it. The car came at full speed and it was 30 seconds away from me. I prayed hard to god not to let it hurt. My prayers came true as the car drove through my body. I looked down at myself then at the car which was behind me now. It stopped by our car and the driver got out to call the police, fire brigade and ambulance. There was a family in that car. 3 children and 2 parents. All of them looked concerned.

I ran back to our car in complete confusion to why the car had just drove through me. When I got to the car I saw something that I honestly hoped no one on earth would ever have to experience. I fell down on to my knees in front of my dead corpse lying by the left window with eyes still tightly closed... My stomach lurched and I let out agonizing cries in despair. I ran to the other side quickly and hoped my dad was fine. I looked at him. He was bleeding everywhere. I was going to scream in pain when I saw his stomach inflate then deflate. He's still breathing!!!

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End of Flashback

After that terrible incident my dad fought in court for days and days. I watched him everyday even if I was a ghost - I like to call myself a spirit though. It turns out that it was a government lorry that had rolled backwards and blocked the road by accident. But because it was a government vehicle the court refused to allow my dad to sue them on behalf of my death. My dad was all over the news and because of this they even fired him at work too. He didn't give up though. He still yelled and infuriated against this unjust decision. Eventually they told my dad that they will take no more of my dad's complaints and turned him away. He still believed that my death was wrong and he started rioting against the government. His first partners in rioting were the family that were at the crime scene. Slowly my dad got more and more people on his side and people were going against the government hard. To stop all this they decided that the leader of rioting will be sentenced to be shot in public for unpatriotic acts. They knew that if my dad was out of the way then the rest of the rioters will stop in fear of their deaths too. I am here with Yi Su now and I am so proud that she knows about the government and how wrong they are...

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Hi everybody!!!!!    

Another long chapter for you all!!! By the way this is to show that the reason Yi Eun is so pale is because she isn't alive and is more of a ghost/spirit helping Yi Su out.

Also thank you all for 400 views!!!!!!!!

Bye!

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