Separate, But Made as One (Ashton Irwin Fanfiction)

Let's Make Our Love Last

WARNING: Little to mild sexual content in this chapter. If you are uncomfortable reading this I will mark where it starts and ends so you can skip it :)

4 MONTHS LATER

Briana's POV

In just a few hours I'll be hundreds of miles away from him. The thought of it just blows my mind and it's been the scariest thing to think about since he told me the truth. Tomorrow morning Ashton and I will be leaving on two sparate flights to start our own tours. I will be flying to New York to start my American tour and Ash will be heading to the UK. I have many fears about this separation. Im scared he might find someone else. He's going to be there for months, he is bound to see or meet someone better than me. What if when we meet again, we've changed. We could become totally different people and just as easily drift apart. My only option is to trust him and I DO trust him. I love him....

Ashton's POV

In just a few hours I'll be hundreds of miles away from her. The thought of it gives me chills and I hate thinking about it. It's scared me since the moment I found out. Tomorrow morning Briana and I will be leaving on two sparate flights to start our own tours. I will be flying to UK to start my European tour and Briana will be staying in the US. I'm scared about being separated. I'm feel like she might find someone else. She's going to be here for a while, she is bound to see or meet someone better than me. What if when we meet again, we've changed. We could become totally different people and just as easily drift apart. My only option is to trust her and I DO trust her. I love her....

Tonight is our last night, which I try not to think about it. I force myself to think about other things, but it doesn't help because trying not to think about it, means I'm thinking about it. It's so hard to escape.

I've been home alone all day and I'm waiting for Briana to come back from her rehearsal. It was around 8:00 when I heard the front door open. I heard the sound of feet running up the stairs and down the the hallway into my room.

" I'm so sorry! I came home so late! I usually get out at six but we had to do the whole rehearsal over again since this was our last one." Briana rushed up to me and hugged me.

"It doesn't matter because you're here now." I kissed the top of her head.

She pulled off her shoes, took down her hair, and jumped into to bed with me.

" What do you want to do together? It can be anything." I asked.

"Maybe a movie?" She suggested.

" I like that idea." I said

" I'll go make the popcorn." She got up.

" I'll go with you." We both went downstairs and into the kitchen.

I got the popcorn from the pantry and placed it in the microwave.

" How many minutes do we need to leave it in for?" She searched the box, looking for instructions.

" Its usually 3 minutes which leaves us enough time for this." I kissed her lips softly.

" Let me just set the time", She put in the time and pressed start, "Let's continue."

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She pulled in for a kiss and I kissed her back. The kiss became more passionate and I lifted her onto the counter. I moved my lips down her neck and met back at her lips. Her hand slowly moved downward and felt around the throbbing area. I groaned.

" I don't think I can wait any longer. I won't be able to see you." I broke away from the kiss.

" Neither can I." She panted, nodding her head.

I carried her up the stairs and back into the bedroom, making sure to lock the door. I was intensely aching for her.

I laid her on the bed and I hovered over her. Our lips met again, but more passionately. She started tugging on my shirt so I quickly pulled it off, along with my jeans. I slowly tugged her pants and shirt down, tossing it off the edge of the bed. My hands were moving up and down her sides. I slyly placed my hand behind her back and unclasped her bra. I planted kisses all over her bare chest and stomach. Soon, all our clothes were on the floor.

" Are you sure you're ready?" I asked knowing I would be her first.

" Yes. I love you."

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Brianna's POV

After we both finished, he dropped down next to me.

" How was I?" I breathed heavily and nervously.

" Amazing..." He panted, planting a kiss on my shoulder.

" I'm scared about tomorrow." I forgot that I was leaving.

" So am I, but we're gonna be fine." He assured me.

" Ash, I don't think I can do this..." I felt the tears threatning to fall.

I turned my head the other way.

" Don't cry, love." He tilting my head towards him.

" I am going to miss you..." I couldn't hold it anymore and I broke out into tears.

" I know. I know. It's okay. Shhh..." He wiped my tears and pulled me into his chest. He ran his hand up and down my back to calm me down.

"Whenever I get a break I will come over to see you." He tried to relax me.

" Brashton will live on." He smiled.

" I love you so much." I chuckled

" Just promise me one thing." He asked me for a favor.

" Anything."

" Everytime you look at this necklace, think of me." He said kissing the heart pendant.

" I'll never stop thinking of you. You'll be a part of me forever and always."

" Forever and always, right?"

" Forever and always."

A/N: I hope you guys liked this chapter! I have a surprise to tell you guys which I will tell you later today. I would like to give a shoutout to Andrea Carnegie who helled me write the " special scene " She did an amazing job helping me write it and giving me ideas so it wouldn't be too R rated if you know what I mean.