Fixing Me ~ Markiplier x Reader

With Mark Again

The Next Day (in Morning)
I lie there, looking at the ceiling. I sigh, getting up. I grab the blade on the ground and place it back where i usually and almost hide it. Before grabbing my phone of charge and walking to the bathroom, i plug in my phone, letting a band play through as i strip off. Pushing thoughts away and singing softly, i step into the now running shower.
-TimeSkip-
I haven't spoken to anyone now, Jack has tried to call me a couple of times. Probably just worried. I throw on a tank top, red and black flanno, leaving the sleeves down, along with usual black ripped jeans. I had taken the bandage off and will take the semi strips off later on. I head to the couch, turning the ps3 on. One of my favorite games comes on, and i lie on the couch, starting to game, I have played this game multiple times. And I still love it.

An hour or so passes, when my phone rings again.
"Ello?" I ask, yawning.
"Finally! You had me worried!" Jacks high voice says.
"I am fine Jacky, sorry." I sigh. "I just didn't feel in the mood to go out anywhere or see anyone."
"It is okay," he says "I just care."
You shouldn't.
"Thankyou Jack."
"Don't thank me, weirdo."
"Dicksucker."
"Pussy."
"Asshole."
"Bitch."
We both stop and laugh.
-TimeSkip-
We talk for a couple of minutes, before we hang up but as soon as i set it down. It rings.
"Heyy." I say, pausing my game yet again.
"Sorry I haven't talked much lately, i was working on some youtube and-" Mark begins.
"Calm down Mark, it is fine." I laugh.
"Okayy... so, want to hang out?"
"Now?"
"No, fucking next month. Of course now." I go to answer but he talks again "be there soon."
"Mark-- and he hung up.
I sigh, unpausing my game to continue.

Soon enough, there is a knock at the door.
"It's open!" I call out, finishing a boss fight as a clip begins.
Just then, I hear the door shut before someone grabs me and pulls me into a hug.
"Shit! Let me go Markkk!" I laugh
"Nopeeee!" He chuckles and hugs me tighter, picking me up of the couch.
I don't hug him back, I just let him go, as he has a grip on my legs too so I can't hit his balls with them. He eventually places me down on the floor, and I roll my eyes.
"God, calm down. It is just me."
"No, it's amazing you!!"
I roll my eyes "Oh, shut up."

We hang out for a bit, him watching me game and putting on songs for me before his phone rings.
"Oh, it is Jack, one second." Mark clicks answer "Ellllo?"
I hear Jack talk "Heyy, where are you?"
"With Y/n, why?"
"Just wondering, I will let you go. Talk later."
They hang up, and I turn the console off, fixing my jacket.
"Want to get food?"
"Sure." He agrees.
Ew food. You disgusting fat freak.
We head out, my worries already eating away at me. No pun intended. I shake a bit as i hop in the car, Mark following suit on the other side.
"Lets goooo!" He says as i plug the phone into the aux cord, and he reverses.
(Just changed comdian, my sis gf doesn't like fluffy!!- Anyway)
"Lets do this shit!" I laugh weakly
"Yesss!"
-TimeSkip-
We get to a small eating like café, taking a seat. Me being nervous, but more so anxious, I slowly take the menu. Maybe I should tell Mark about my eating... and what happened the other day...
"So, what do you want?" He asks.
"Uhh..." I quickly mutter something and he nods before smiling.
The waiter comes over, her fake ass tits pushed so far up her white buttoned up shirt. I roll my eyes, not in the mood for a slut. She grins at Mark but only after she does a disgusted face at me, she turns her full attention to Mark. He casually smiles.
"Good Morning sir, what would you like to order?" Her high pitch voices rings through my head.
"Um, yeah, just." Mark continues to say his order before adding that I want and my order.
"Oh, wow. You can sure eat." She mutters to herself, i try not let it get to me.
She walks off after winking at Mark, I roll my eyes, not in the mood.
You can sure eat.
Eat.
You fat ugly worthless girl.
I try not to get lost in these thoughts, my hands under the table on my lap before the girl comes back with our drinks, I barely notice and she walks off, swaying her ass and hips. I reach my right hand out and grab the drink, bringing it to my lips, sipping the straw before I place it back down and leave my hand on the table. The other on my thigh, I begin to dig my nails in, a habit of mine, that I need to learn to stop but I can't. Just then, a warm hand touches my right hand that is near my cold drink. I look up and my eyes connect with Marks. He smiles adorably at me, I weakly smile back. His thimb moves on my hand, in a slow motion that begins to soothe me too. Just then...
"Here you go handsome- I mean sir, and..." she turns to me "you."
I feel Mark edge up a bit, but I move my hand on top of his, signaling him to not worry about it. He sighs in defeat. She places our food down.
"Careful, that will go to your already fat stomach." She hisses, her words laced with venom (and probably truth), thinking Mark didn't hear but...
"You good for nothing bitch! She is perfect in every single fucking way!" He stands up, drawing attention to us.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
"Least she isn't like you, you fake ass bitch that will get so many stds before you are even 30."
"Mark... Let's go..." i mutter "It doesn't matter."
"It does, you are amazing and flawless, and people like this bitch are the fucking people that make everyone think they are shit when really, they are the nasty people that need to shut the fuck up!!"
He grabs my hand and walks out, I gulp. We walk for a couple of seconds before he calms down, realizing he is still holding my hand, he lets go.
"Sorry... I know you hate attentuon being drawn to you but fuck, how dare she?!" He growls.
"Mark, breathe. It is fine." I laugh a bit, stopping us, I stand up on my tip toes and kiss his cheek "Thankyou."
Before I stand normal and start walking in front of him, he catches up and we both smile.
"So, she had some fake tits." I laugh.
Just then, when I look to my right to look at him, I see B/n. I haven't seen her since the fight...
Do you even want to get better?!
Her words sting into me, like salt water in your eyes.
Or do you want to be a sad miserable girl?
"Y/n? You alright?" Mark asks and before I can react, he looks where I am looking, seeing B/n.
She just looks at me.
"Want to say hi?" He asks but then realizes something has happened.
She continues to walk, Mark getting more worried. I sigh softly.

Random Fact: They never said humpty dumpty was an egg. (Why not tell ya 😂)