One Week Later
Mark and I have been great.
Jack and I have been great.
B/n and I have been great.
But do you know what i say? Everything always will and always has to go downhill. It is a matter or waiting and worrying.
It was another day, at Jack and Marks. We have been going great, and B/n and I are getting along a bit better, but her words still have scarred me alot. I know she didn't mean too and i shouldn't believe it, she even told me that, but... It still hurts alot. Despite my acting of 'I am fine with it'.
"Y/nnnn!" Mark calls as i am in the kitchen, getting a drink. "Come backkkk!"
"Hang on Mark," i laugh "I need a drink."
"He has something for you to drink!" Jack screams and i roll my eyes, he has been doing these remarks all day, then again, maybe i deserve it.
I have been making jokes about him and B/n all day too, it has alot of enjoyment to me. I walk back into and sit on the floor, infront of Mark, he makes a sulky noise and i laugh a bit. I feel him begin to play with my hair, letting him, even though i usually hate people playing with my hair. People learn that the hard way.
"God, calm down you too." Jack laughs, joking.
"Oh shut up, go suck B/n no titty nipples."
He goes silent and so does B/n while Mark makes a low chuckle, as i shrug.
We continue doing this for a bit, before they all fall alseep, but i am still awake so i grab my phone, and earplugs, putting both in my ears and letting a softer song, but still a band play. I smile, and shut my eyes, relaxing on the floor that we covered with blankets and pillows. I begin to softly hum it, but trying to be as quiet as i can be, not wanting to wake them up. I felt like someone was watching or listening but i think i was being too over the top about it so i continued before i felt myself get sleepy.
So, what went wrong?
I wake up first as usual, so, i sit playing Tuber simulator on my phone (anyone wanna see my great room in it?), waiting for someone to wake up.
A couple of minutes pass, and Jack begins to stir and wake up. I smile at him, and go back to my game, getting sponser eagle.
"Heyy Y/n..." Jacks still half asleep voice says and i look over to him again.
"Heyy heyy." Turning back to exit my game.
He lies there for a bit to wake up, and i change songs before putting the right earplug in, and closing my eyes. But no tired, just nothing else to do. Eventually Mark and B/n wake up.
"Heyy weirdo and idoiot." I laugh, at them, my eyes still shut. "Next time you fall asleep first, I will draw on you."
They laugh, but know i am serious.
Just as we all relax, Mark and Jack go out to get a drink, B/n on her phone to check something with her family, so, she is texting and i am helping pick movies, even though i hate making decisions. Just as I finish up, i go to walk into the kitchen where i hear them. And hear what they say.
"Aren't you glad i dared you?" Jack says to Mark.
Silence.
"Yeah, yeah. I needed that..."
Silence.
I feel my heartbeat quicken and thump hard in my chest, i don't even hear the start of the next sentence because all i hear is the thumping of my heart, and the worrying of me.
"...God, i will have to dare you more often..."
I feel like i am about to choke, and my eyes get glassy.
It was... pity.
It was a.. dare.
That is all i am to him, a dare, a charity case. That is all i am to everyone.
"Yeah, okay Jack. We are going out because you dared me..."
That is when i have heard enough, i walk to the front door, opening it, before grabbing my jacket and throwing it on.
"Listen," i say when B/n looks over "I have to uh, do something. But talk later. Just tell Jack and Mark" his name still sliding off my tongue but not as easy, becausw i feel the tears get more intense "That there was an emergency and i... have to go."
"Wait Y/n-" she gets and walks towards me and the front door "Are you alright, babe?"
I nod, not trusting my voice but she doesn't seem convinced. "I am fine, just an emergency."
I exit the house, not looking back. Not wanting too. Scared too.
Can anything go right in my life?
So excited for RDR2 & DMC5.
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