My cousin fixed, (she isnt by blood but...)
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-Y/n POV-
I wipe the few tears that have fallen, as i walk the sidewalk, looking down. My fringe falling over my face, trying to hide the tears that fall. The majority of them are falling, i take a big shakey breath.
You are a joke
I keep walking, using the cuffs of my jacket to wipe the tears that do fall, but it begins to get worse.
You are a charity case
I begin to run, sprinting home, my feet hitting against the pavement, power behind them even with thick joggers on me, I feel the hit of the pavement.
It was a dare.
No one could love you.
No one cares.
I am shaking but i continue to run, before i get to my front door. I swing the door open, after shakily unlocking it. I get in and throw my keys on the counter. Every step i take bringing more shakes and heavy breathing. I head to my room, still shaking like crazy.
No, don't harm yourself because of a boy trouble.
But is it just boy trouble?
I nearly lost my best friend to my fucking mistakes. Jack would be better without me. Mark would be too. Mark... B/n... Jack... everyone would be better without me.
I am nothing, I don't deserve to be here- I shouldn't be here.
I throw my jacket off, before taking my jeans off.
That is when i hear someone pound at the door, they continue.
Probably B/n. Mark doesn't know or care.
Glad that i locked the door, i begin to shake worse and panic even more. I take a seat on my bed, thinking if it is time. I attempt to stand up, shaking badly and i hold the bed to support me.
Bang!
That is when i hear footsteps, heavy and fast paced. I try to turn my attention to my doorway but black specks and my vision is blurry stops me from seeing who it is.
"Shit-" the deep voice says and rushes over to support me.
It is... Mark.
But why is he here?
(The suicide attempt i was going to use (decided not to make her do it) was in one of my actual books. But decided to not to the attempt. Maybe in future or in a future book.) (Probably will in a different book. I dont really want this one to have a attempt).
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Fixing Me ~ Markiplier x Reader
FanfictionBook 2 Of Broken Me. 2/3 ~~~ You made a promise to not harm yourself. Or try even harder but all recovery has relapses. But how will it work out when you have Mark, Jack and B/n with you every step of the way but you still push them away? Will you...
