Ill start writinf the videos on here/what photo is incase it never works from now on at the end of chap. ALSO MARK DID A VIDEO WITH JACKABOY! POLE DANCINGGGG- forgot to tell ya in last 2 chaps.
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Marks POV
I take a breath, as I finish up my outro and stop recording before I go into my private videos and making it public as it uploads and is done, I close down my consoles and so on before heading back out to the kitchen. It has been 4 long days, and I hated every second of it.
I sit on my couch, with a soft drink as something random is playing on the tv. I decide to go through some of the comments from my video, seeing most of them seem concerned.
Starrick- 'You doing okay man?'
I continue to scroll down.
MarkLuvIplier- 'Whats up Markimoo? Hope everything is okay for you, along with Y/n.'
Y/n...
FlowerQueeen- 'Hope you doing well.'
CrankIplierSam- 'You alright man? I am only asking cause I care. Can't wait to see another video with you, Jack and even Y/c' (Y/n channel)
I take a breath, before shutting my phone and placing it on the couch on my right.
Y/n, I miss you...
Please come back.
Y/n POV
I finish a video, the second one after Bleachless cover. They have both been me playing this random game that I found on steam. I quickly upload it before it starts to load to upload as I head to the kitchen to get a drink, before heading back in and seeing it is done. I log into twitter and announce a new video, before going back to my youtube and see I have gotten some comments and I go through them.
Emo4Punk- 'Amazing- but you alright? You seemed a bit down? Otherwise, amazing as always beautiful queen!'
I decide to comment back.
Me- 'Yeah, I am fine. Just had a bit of a tough spot but I will be good in no time and thankyou!'
I scroll down again, seeing some more comments.
Weirdo231- 'Loving ya, and I found you last night but you seem a bit quieter, not meaning to be rude.'
Me- 'Im all good, just bit down, sorry. But glad you enjoyed.'
I scroll down, some hate comments about Mark and I but I ignore it and go down more.
B!t*h_Princess- 'You have a nice look to you, and I loved when I found your first video (A cover) and LOVED you ever since- hope to meet you. And I know you are going through a tough time, I can see it. Here for you hunnny! x'
I take a breath, slightly and weakly smiling at the comment.
Me- 'Aww! Sweet, any requests for videos? And yeah, I will make it through. Thankyou for this truly amazing and kind message- N/n <3' (nickname)
I finish there, wanting to just go and sleep my problems away again. Or I wish that is how it worked...
I hear my front door slam shut, making my half awake body jump up and just then, Jack comes running into my room. I stumble back, in my baggy shorts and a long baggy black hoodie and my hair in a messy bun.
"Fuck, you are okay!" Jack says as he hugs me tightly, on top off me.
I let him, not caring and he eventually pulls away from me.
"You had me worried, and Mark hasn't been out of his house. Fuck me Y/n." He looks me dead in the eyes as he sits in front of me.
"I'm fine..." I say, emotionless.
"Don’t play that bullshit!"
I am taken aback a by him, before he sighs and runs his hand through his messed up brown hair.
"Jack, I am fine. I have just been unwell."
"Tell me what happened, pour your heart out."
I shrug now, not caring. "I just want to be alone, so, go home Sean."
"No Y/n, you are hurt and you have been alone. So, tell me what the fuck happened because Mark is fucking upset and keeps shutting me out!"
"Leave Sean."
He seems shocked that I used his real name again.
He sighs after a moment of silence, before leaving the room after kissing my forhead and then I hear the front door shut.
"I am sorry."
I lie back down, on my side and finally begin to feel- tears begin to fall down my cheeks and I let them, shutting my eyes as I shake and fall asleep.
Next Day
Marks POV
I sigh, not wanting Jack to come back at all because he keeps trying to talk to me about it and I know he cares but I don't want to talk about it, all I want is Y/n. And I can't have her now.
Why did I ruin it... again?
2 Days Later
I try to think of something to record, but can't and it is because I don't want too. I look through twitter on my latest tweet- seeing they were now almost always replies and retweets asking if I am okay.
'Mark, you alright?', 'Finally that slut is gone- and you right? Should be glad?' And so on and on worrying about me, asking how Y/n is or unsulting Y/n.
That. Is. It.
Song: Paralyzed - NF
Ill go back write each one in each one 😂 **Brofists** 👊
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