Fixing Me ~ Markiplier x Reader

Lashing Out

Rewatching Radio Rebel when I first started writing this but will be going to bed.
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"Fine. Was i a fun dare?!" I say, as he begins to step out the door "Okay? Now, have a nice life. You would be better of without me here with you, you all are!!"
I slam the door shut and lock it, upset now. I let my back slide down the door.
"Please Y/n, that is a misunderstanding..." he says, and i feel him rest his head "Please."
Don't.
Just, push him away.
Be alone.
"Leave please..." i softly say.
I realize he won't leave till i hurt him. Bad.
"Well, so was mine Mark. I didn't care." I lie, gritting my teeth, glad he can't see me "Just leave me Mark. I don't nee- want you..."
Tears buildup and i head off to my room, hoping he will go home, soon enough he does. And i lie on my bed, staring at the ceiling.
"I have lost everything... everyone." I think aloud "And all because of my fuck ups and me."

-Marks POV-
No-no... No!!
She can't mean it. I need her. I want her. Please... no...
I head to the taxi, hoping she is lying but scared if she isn't. But i don't think she'd pull a stunt and keep me around if she didn't want me. Would she?
No, she wouldn't. She isn't a girl like that.
I get in, and shut the door before giving him an address to a nearby late night cafe, needing some time before heading back to my home. Back to Jack and possibly B/n where they will ask questions about their best friend. And my girlfriend... or what she once was. But she is still the girl. The girl i love and want with me.
"Thankyou..." i hand the money that she snuck with me, before exiting the taxi "Keep the change."
I walk into the small cafe and go to the front desk like bar, and order a simple caffine like drink before waiting, looking down as my hands trail the pattern of the counter top.
Why?
Why can't she see i love her?
And what was that about a dare...?
"That will be one fifty hun." The lady says and i hand her two dollars before shrugging, not caring about fifty cents change. "Thanks sir."
I softly nod, still looking down at the now in front of me drink, watching the ripples because someone is bumping the countertop. I sigh, grabbing the spoon near it to softly stir it, watching the liquid move as the spoon does. I place the spoon down near me, and pick the small like cup in my hands, taking a quick and warm sip off it before placing it back down.
I love her.
What if... she doesn't?

-TimeSkip-
I get back home, to ses Jack and B/n aaiting paitently on the couch. B/n looks highly tired and i sigh, knowing i caused this.
"Mark?" Jack says, and i turn my attention to him.
"Yeah?" I say, no emotion in it.
"You alright?" He asks "Sorry, dumb question."
I try to force a laugh but fail miserably, he sighs and gets more concerned.
"What happened?" He pats the spot near him and i slowly walk over, sitting down softly.
"Well... s-she..." I begin to explain it.

I finish off, Jack and B/n shocked.
"I need to go see her!" B/n says, and stands but Jack grabs her.
"She needs time or she will shut you out. And that will make her and you feel worse."
"But, her and... well..."
That is when i snap a bit.
"Her?! And well what? The things that she started and needed you to support her through? And you spat veniomanous words at her! Seriously?!! How fucking dare you! You told her she was a miserable little girl that was stuck in her own sadness?! And she acts like she doesn't care but guess fucking what?" I stand up, pausing "she does!"
"Mark, don't take it out on B/n."
"Really Jack?!" I growl, in no mood for this shit, i head to my room.
"Mark!" He calls but i ignore him and get to my room, shutting the door.
It comes out rather harshly when i do, but i don't care right now. I am pissed, I am upset, I am hurt.
You fucked up Mark.
Is all that comes into my mind when i realize...
Fine. Was i a fun dare?!

**brofists** 👊