Love Deprived

Chapter 12

Wysteria's P.O.V

Dear god I'm in pain.

I have just sat through four hours of hell, also known as the dentist. Can you believe it? Four freaking hours to have my teeth cleaned! I'm surprised I didn't make the girl disappear! Just kidding. ;) But seriously I wanted to make her feel as bad as I was.

So I guess the reason why I was there for that long was because apparently I have a really bad case of gingivitis. Great. Just great. First I have a really bad cough. Then I start to get a cold, and now, this. Fml.

Anyways the girl who worked on my teeth said no hot liquids and no crunchy food for three days. I also have to take this disgusting mouth wash that burns like hell. Why couldn't paranormals never have diseases? I mean seriously, imagine never having to go to the doctor or never having to stay home because you're sick. Haha I wish.

So now my mouth is sore beyond reason and all I can do is sleep it off. As soon as I get home I grab a blanket and flop onto the couch. Since my mom has to work again tonight, I'm staying home alone, again. At least I can text my friends.

I get out my phone and start texting. I start with Bluebell. She usually responds pretty quickly. Next I text Kristen, who had texted me earlier. And finally, I text Cameron. I end up just talking to Kristen and Bluebell.

As I'm talking to the girls, Kendrick pops into my mind and says hi. I always love it when he surprises me like that. We have a really long conversation about how we can't wait to see each other again at school and how we really hope that all four of us (being Kendrick, Griffin, Bluebell and I), have classes together. At least one.

But here's the funny thing about our schools. Every time all four of us are in the same school, they always put us in separate classes. Two years ago, Bluebell and Griffin were in a lot of the same classes, but Kendrick and I were lucky if we saw each other in the hallway. Bluebell and I also had a few classes together, which was nice.

You know, for some reason, I think that the universe is messing up my love life so that I have to go to hell and back for proof that I actually love this guy. Trust me I do. I'm not saying that they're not doing the same thing to Bluebell, but at least they're making it a little easier for her. My guess is that it's because of her really crappy home and school life.

But at the same time, I feel like they're giving me a chance to go for another person. And I can't help but think that it's one of Kendrick's friends. These past few weeks, I have been having dreams of both of them, but it was as if my dream was telling me to choose between the two of them. My mind and heart were split between them, and I couldn't choose, and that's when I wake up.

This just worries me. I know that I love Kendrick, but what if he's having the same dream that I am, only between me and another girl? God I hate being paranormal, because dreams usually depict your future, and I do NOT want this to happen. I'm sure that Kendrick doesn't either. I've told him about the dreams and how I'm really worried, but he just reassures me and says that he will always fight for me no matter what.

Who am I kidding? Kendrick and I are soul mates for gods sake! I have nothing to worry about. But I do have something else to kind of worry about.

Last night, a friend of mine said something about vampires and I accidentally told her that I was one without even thinking. And then she wanted proof, something I can't give because if I showed a mortal that I had powers of any kind, I would be in HUGE trouble. So anyways I went off on this tangent and said that I was all of these things and then finally my mom came in and said it was time to go. My friend said that I was scaring her with my story and my mind started racing. This girl was about to tell my mom my biggest secret ever, which was not good for me. Thank god the girl watches too many cop shows because she claimed that I was lying. I went along with it, knowing that I had just dodged one of the biggest bullets in my life. Well, current life anyway.

So now I have to be soooooo careful with anything I say to her. I definitely do NOT want another incident like that to happen. I got a serious lecture from Bluebell as my punishment, which soon turned into me laughing because I couldn't take her seriously. She eventually laughed with me and after that there was a huge giggle fest. *sigh* What would I do without my best friend? *smiles* 😊