Nurul Qalbi

Chapter 19

Am so sorry dearies..wattpad has been frustrating me lately..i could not access my account i have tried complaining but they have not still resolved the issue. I wrote three chapters but I can't access them..i tried as much as possible to re write the chapters but i still could not get the perfect chapter..Am so sorry that you had to wait for more than a week for an update.. So we got to make do of what we have, please am so sorry dearies.

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'inalillahi wa ina iilayhirajiun... i should have known, mama was avoiding me thats why she asked me to leave..Am such a bad daughter..i should have stayed..i killed my mother'

Walida broke into a uncontrollable fits of tears..Shaking her head vigorously and jamil hugging her..Daddy kept his head low probably thinking of how hard he was going to cope without the best mother and wife in the whole wide world.

I mustered up courage..i lost her, i got to see her for the last time..I swallowed my tears and spoke up...'where is she?...Has she been buried..?

Daddy looked up shocked...I did see the amount of surprise and remorse on his face...

'Your mother is upstairs..She is fine'..Daddy spoke slowly.

Ok... What's going on, why is daddy saying mummy is fine..

'Daddy what's going on..You said mum was ok..Then why were all of you crying, making me uncomfortable and looking stupid..

Is this all part of your pranking games.. yallah, this is getting out of hand, did these people need to lie to prank me, worst of all even baba is in it together

'what are you people up to...to prank me with the death of my mother..getting all teary eyed and remorse, you people should be ashamed yourself..even you baba, you think getting me out of my husband's house this late at night for just a silly unacceptable prank is ok'

Walida just kept shaking her head and repeating the words NO..jamil tried as much as possible to restrain her..i glared at her and hissed..she thinks this is funny..I left my failing home, my dear husband and my stressed babies i kept thinking of telling him today in a very special way..And these people just spoilt my mood..

'You better shut your dirty trap there, before i shut it up with my shoe..You think you can go all Katrina on me...am going to shut you up with my heels..' i proceeded to leave not even glancing back at baba nor the shout walida was still yelling..This girl was seriously getting on my nerves. I turned the knob of the door and i stood transfixed to the spot hearing daddy voice..

'its zahradden habibaty..he is gone'

I turned slowly, expensive joke..so these people are hell bent on ruining my mood this night..am not going to let that happen, i glanced at my watch and saw it was a quarter after ten...thank God for street lights...this people think faking my mothers death, which did not work by the way, faking my husband's death will do...so pathetic, they got to pull more strings than that. I opened the door and i felt someone hands on my shoulder turning me around..

'Aunty hanan.. He is gone, he is dead..do you get that..Please get a hold of yourself... We are all here for you..get a grip, this is not the end of the world'...jamil spoke

A resounding slap echoed through the sitting room..my hands were still in the air and jamil was holding his cheeks..Stinging tears were threatening to spill...

'You should be ashamed of yourself jamil...how can you speak like that..Knowing quite well that i hate prank, i am very disappointed in you..you want to see me cry..ok..i will..But don't you dare tell me my husband is dead..Prank me all you want but don't drag death into it'

'habibaty..jamil is saying the truth...zahradeen met with an accident coming back from work.. they tried contacting you but you were not picking up your phone..they contacted Alhaji because he was the next person on his call dial, so he called me and advised you come back home..You would be better off here..' tears were dripping from daddys eyes..he was trying not to look broken..

Slowly i began processing what daddy was saying...a number kept disturbing me while i was waiting..zahradeen has not picked any of my calls and also he has not replied my voicemails i sent to him...

My head started pounding..spining in circles..an ear defeaning sound filled my eyes..the room was spinning very fast..zahradeen..dead..it does not sum up...i could hear my voice being called in a distance...someone was also shaking me vigorously but i could not respond...i was falling into a dark abyss..suddenly everywhere was dark..i could not feel and see anything..i welcomed the darkness and it wrapped me in its blankets...

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I am so sorry people i did not want my next update after the break to be a tragedy..but it was inevitable..please do not castigate me..i know sometimes you get attached to your character..but zahradeen was just a passing vital phase in our hanans life..which is going to shape her story..please stick around for the next chapter..am very sorry.