Nurul Qalbi

chapter thirty - one

An update.. Who is surprised🙋🙋

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The house was in a festive mood...anty came down from kano just because i accepted the proposal, she was all over me..

I finally thought i had peace getting everyone off my back but deep down i still had a tiny voice inside telling me i was making a wrong decision..

I told mummy i just wanted the wedding to take place, there was no need for extravaganza..but it seems that plea fell on deaf ear..after much persuasion we concluded to only host a dinner party..

The days flew by as mummy and aunty went all out for the preparations, they acted like I was a bride getting married for the very first time..

I was so lost in my thoughts, thinking of my late husband the time we spent together, our bickers and jokes..i decided the time was now..i need to embrace myself and face my fears square in the face..

i walked into my closet to the very back where his memories were buried..i felt the pain when i discovered he was gone forever and never coming back all over again..hanan breathe..

when he died in the crash an envelope and some chocolates with a gigantic teddy bear was retrieved all though they were all smoldered and the envelope stained with his blood...i did not know whose idea it was thinking it was a good idea giving a blood stained envelope of the love of my life to me ..i could not open the note ever since his death for almost seven years but now i was ready to surge forward and live my life without any regrets and setbacks...so i thought..

I took in a large breath and opened the envelope.. I slowly took out the note and began reading..

"Dear hanan,
I know right know u feel like punching me in the face, shredding the note, burning it and throwing the ashes all over my best suit..i am so sorry, i might have been a little selfish, ok sorry a lot selfish but dont blame me..what does a common man like me get to do when he is so blessed with a rare gem as yourself, i wouldn't let your eyelash go outside talk more of you yourself, dont blame a guy for loving his wife, dont get angry at a guy for getting jealous, dont crucify a guy for scampering into the corner because  his wife was angry at him..
You were the best thing that had ever happened to me, you are my sunshine when i could only see darkness..you were my last hope when i thought i could never find love..i love you till the fleet of eternity..i want to start my infinity with you, every second just as precious as the other, every minute just as cherished as the next..i want you to be my everything  so would you please forgive this old sack of potatoes?..
How about we forget this all happened and go away from the prying eyes of salmah, fauziya and the rest?