Nurul Qalbi

chapter twenty - nine

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It was not supposed to go this way..no..no one will come between me and my noor..i have lost her once, am not planning to do that again..

As i slowly slid down the bed and pulled the duvet away..i vividly recollected the horrible nightmare i had..this was getting worse..i had to do something about it and me not talking to my noor just makes it 10 times more heart wrenching..

I went into the bathroom and had a very cold shower..taking my time for the water to run through me...like it would change my nightmares into dreams and make everything alright..

I couldnt even eat breakfast..my day has already started on a wrong footing..just like every other day..i wore my clothes and walked outside.. I had no where in mind..so i just followed any route i found..walking down the road..i could see the new amusement park .."magicland".. I paid my gate fee and entered hoping to drown my sorrow if i could hear kids laughing or playing..i was in no mood for rides..

Sitting down on the bench my mind started wondering how it would look like if she was still here..me holding my noors hand when she get scared, buying cotton candy and riding on the wildest ride...

I sighed praying to Allah to make me pass this test..it was getting harder every single second..and i feel like i would break at any minute..i glanced at my left and noticed a little girl with a mini hijab and a fork dress..my noor would just be the same age as she if only i could see her again ..a little boy was pulling her towards who i think was her father..they look so much alike just like my...i couldn't bring myself to say it..

The father was standing close to a very pretty woman whom i guessed was their mother because there was a very striking resemblance.. she was laughing and shaking her head..

I stood up slowly and went to where they were standing..i crouched over the little girl and boy and i could see their mother on high alert..who wouldn't be?..

"Hello little one..what is your name?"

She was biting her lips and twisting her legs clearly shy..

"Lilttle champ..what is your name?"..i referred to the boy..

"My name is zahradeen and this is my sister zahra..she doesnt want to climb the ride and i want to..please tell her to climb with me"..

"She is scared"..someone spoke from beside me.."dont mind her"

I looked up and saw it was their father..i smiled at him..

"Arent we all?..i shook his hands "Am sorry..she was just so cute and i saw this champ dragging her"..i crouched down again and held her hand..

"Do you want me to hold you hands and ride with you?

She squeaked a small yes with her voice..i instantly felt  a deja vu..her voice sounded so familiar.. But wait?..arent all kids voice supposed to sound same?..i held her hand and strolled to the ticket booth..i bought a ticket and went on the queue.. Her mother took the other boy and came towards us..

"Salamualaykum..am so sorry you had to do that..we could not make her come with us..even though she was with her favourite person in the world..thank you so much"..

"Its no problem.. I actually enjoy the company of kids so dont worry..i am used to this.."

We climbed the ride together and surprising she held my hands all through but was enjoying every bit of it..after making rounds we finally dropped..

"Thank you so much.. Let do that again pleaaaaseee..it was so much fun"..surprising she loosened up and started bobbing her head up and down..she looked so cute doing it..a smile broke out on my face..this girl just made my day..