Nurul Qalbi

chapter Forty

We hit the big forty guys.. This should be the last chapter😭😭

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The following day i resolved to let out the most painful phase of my life.. I have never told anyone..only my parents and Salmah knows.. Even zahradeen didn't..

After driving the kids to the islamic School.. I found him sitting in the sitting room watching the rerun of a football match.. I snuggled close to him and he immediately changed it to cartoon network.. Knowing i was a cartoon freak.. Shoot me. I smiled and someone could forego his happiness for another even when he missed that match and this was the only opportunity he could recompense for it..

"so havent you ever wondered who that lady at the supermarket was.. Or you just did not care"..

"to tell you the truth zawjaty.. It was both.. I always wondered but did not care since you did not tell me.. Leaving it up to your choice.. I just couldn't meddle into your life when you arent ready besides.. My goal is to always be there for you no matter the circumstances.."

I swelled at his words.. I could not have found a perfect replacement than him.. Indeed good things happen to those who wait and patience is beautiful..

"brace yourself because this is going to be a bumpy ride"..

"fire on.. Muhibbaty"

"so i was nine years old and was already going into the junior secondary school..i was so happy especially when mummy told me i was going to a boarding school.. Salmah was also going there so i was not bothered.. Not knowing that was the begining of my Misfortune"..

"the first day i got to the school.. I was so pleased.. A girl named Suwaiba took me in as her school daughter as that was the norm them.. I was so lanky then.. One could call me thin.. On this account i was given special treatment because most teachers and some students thought i was a sickle cell patient.. But two weeks into the term.. I started hating why i was brought there.. Aside from the unnecessary malicious acts from the seniors there was ramlant lesbianism and sexual assault from students and teachers alike.. What cut the straw was Rakiya badmus.. She developed a liking to me and wanted me to be her sex toy.. But i resisted and that cost so much from her..i also started to get the eye of teachers and bouys alike.. I was very intelligent and got so many raises nad awards.. That aggravated rakiya.. Since she could not have me she started soiling my name.. First she tagged me as a lesbian and a Hiv patient.. I did not get out of that one good.. There was this so much stigma that had to require the special intervention of parents and teachers.. It even got to a point that i was suspended from school pending investigations..the only thing holding me was the love of my parents and Salmah all through with that of Suwaiba my school mother.."

"when the allegations were cleared and i got back to school she changed tactics.. She became mean to me and started resulting to beatings and forceful lesbian acts.. She forced me to it and everytime i declined she did worse.. I never for once did her biddings.. What broke her last resort was when my dad convicted her dad for corruption charges.. I beacame the talk of the school.. One one fateful day we were coming back from night reading when we were ambushed by a group of seven boys she hired from outside the school.. She bribed the gateman who later confessed that she was slept with him for the favor.. I was beaten till i passed out.. The rest they say was history.. They wanted to gang rape me as the first had already laid ontop of me wanting to start the devilish act..if not for the timely intervention of the security personnel whom were alerted by the students whom we were together when they ran away i dont know what would have become of me.... "

"i was hospitalized for nearly a month.. I missed the terms examination, i was also caught one day trying to commit sucide because i was so tired of everything and had to under go theraphy for four years.. I barely made it through that year.. Then daddy resolved that i would be home schooled from that day onwards and on strict supervision.. But the scars were already in me that i was so scared of everyone that was not part of my cycle.. The therapist then suggested a change of environment for me.. Then i was shipped to abroad to finish my studies.. I later learned that she was behind bars after being caught with drugs and that was the last time i heard of her, till that fateful day "

I sighed reliving the scene all over again.. Muhammad drew me close and jissed my forehead and we remained like that for so long..

" you should have told me earlier..those slaps were not enough ai"

"i knew you would have killed her there if you knew" and we laughed it off.. "

We proceeded to the kitchen to make dinner as that was his norm since he took leave of work for a year to stay with us..

"ummmiii.. Look who we found" sultan exclaimed barging in..

"champ.. How many time have i told you to say the salam when entering.."

"sorry daddy.. Its yaya Muhammad he came to our school today"..

"Subhanallahi..i did not even realize it was already time to pick you up from school".. I exclaimed

When we walked into the sitting room Muhammad was on the Sofa with sultana feeding him up with what he has missed..

"salamualaykum.. Sultanas knight in a shining armour"..

"and if it isnt my little baby sister"..he grinned

Muhammad said his salam and the were rambling off.. I went back to the kitchen and quickly put a finishing touch to the dinner.. When i served them.. They ate together and i watched in contentment..after eating and arguing football and politics for the next three hours muhammad set out to leave

"i was in the neighborhood and i came to see how you guys were faring up.. With what i have seen i can proudly say i never made a mistake one doubt.. If you ever need anyone to talk to am your guy.. And Muhammad please take good care of her.. and also..am getting married next month.."

I squealed with delight as i collected the I. V and wigled my brows at him.. You are going to tell me more about this Amira later..

He proceeded to leave and i ushered my family inside our home..My home.. I found love in it and Pray i get my Jannah from it.. I smiled remembering what has transpired to us over the years and how we over came it.. With us coming out stronger and forging ahead.. As i hugged all of them.. I saif a silent prayer to God to lighten up his grave and make us the people of Jannah hand in hand..

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Alhamdulilah..Alhamdulilah.. Alhamdulilah..Alhamdulilahi rabil Alameen.. After a year of starting this book.. I finally get to keep my keyboard down..this marks the end of the journey of Halima.. Thank you so much for sticking with me, voting and commenting and also suggestions.. Special thanks to fateeemaah ahmadmammi pherteemerh_ surayyatuu fatubello aminatu08Hdari123 Lubssy Jannahkkg zeeman0 Ummeiy_Boss HumairahKhaleel1 Ameerahchubado meedahluggere Wasmee ZeenahKabir sabeerah_h zayynerb Alameen007 thank you for making this journey memorable.. Epilogue would follow this soon and bonus chapters.. You can tell me the scenes you want me to elaborate more on (like how he knew hanan was pregnant)

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