Inner Demons: A Rainbow Six Siege story (male reader)

Chapter 11: Operation: Bloody Water

(Y/n) POV:

As I walked back to my room, I thought about what I discussed with Six, maybe the Ripper is alive. If so, he'll be a tough a opponent, definitely anything but a pushover, 'No mission too difficult, no sacrifice too great, duty first' I thought to myself, it's what my father told me when I was young (A/n: Explanation: (Y/n)'s grandpa was in the 1st infantry division ). I arrived at my dorm and opened the door, the recruits were sitting on the beds but they suddenly turned to me gave me a sad and sympathetic look.

" What's wrong"

Jacob:" Thomas told us about what happened to you and your parents"

Delta:" I am sorry for your losses"

Nicholas:" How could they do such horrible things"

"It's ok! I've gotten over it, I mean, I do miss them *wipes tears* but I can't just constantly think about it. But about me working for the White Masks, that's something I just can't put in the past as much as I try, I killed innocents, I did bad things. "

Delta:" It's not your fault."

Nicholas:" Technically, it's not even your true self, you were mind controlled"

Jacob:" Don't blame yourself "

Thomas:" They're right, (Y/n). Also, I don't believe it's your fault that your friends are MIA, we'll get them back"

"Thanks, guys"

That afternoon was pretty normal, I continued working out, Thomas, Delta and Nicholas worked on their gadgets, Jacob practiced at the shooting range. We went and have dinner at 4:30. We grabbed our trays of food and sat down next to the Americans, I had soup, salad and water, Jacob had bacon and eggs and juice, Thomas went for Carbonade flamande and some Jenever, Delta had a gyro and Greek yogurt, Nicholas had sweet and sour soup alongside birch juice (A/n: I googled foods for each country).

Craig( Blackbeard):" Hey guys"

Craig said with a mouthful of food

Jacob:" Sup"

Craig:" I saw you guys going to the gym this morning, how much could you guys bench press? I can do 150 lbs"

Meghan( Valkyrie):" I can do 200"

Craig turned red from embarrassment, realizing that his female partner can bench press more than him. Jacob chuckled.

Gustave( Doc):" (Y/n) made the recruits do 100 300lbs bench presses"

All of the operators' jaws dropped, Craig spat his food out, unfortunately, he spatted onto Meghan who is now steaming with anger.

Meghan:" After dinner, I'm gonna kill you"

Craig:" Shit"

Craig then drank some coffee (A/n: coffee for dinner is probably a bad idea), trying to ignore Meghan

Jordan (Thermite):" So how much did (Y/n) bench press"

Jacob:" 600 lbs, 300 times"

Everyone gasped, Craig spat his coffee.. also onto Meghan.

Meghan:" That's it"

Craig got up and ran out of the cafeteria, Meghan chased after causing the operators to laughed.

Jack ( Pulse):" How do you bench press like that"

I shrugged.

Ela:" You really got to talk more"

' Sure' I thought and then nodded, everyone facepalmed

Ela:" Nodding is not talking"

Eliza( Ash):" Oh, I want to ask something"