Divergent Werewolf

Chapter 30(Tris)

"Tris."

I look around in this room full of mirrors. I see myself as a different person. Someone who portrays innocence. Long blond hair in a bun with gray clothes covering me. No scars no markings on me. I see two baskets in front of me. One with food and treats and the other one holds a knife.

"Choose," a voice echoes out in the room.

"What for?" I asked

"Choose."

"Why?" I look around trying to find the voice in the room.

"Last chance. Choose."

"No." I state firmly

A dog pops out of no where growling at me and I look back to see the baskets are gone. I look wildly for anything I could use but find nothing. I turn back and see the dog closing in on me. I try to remember what to do about wild dogs and know they can smell fear. I lower myself down and let it sniff me. I submit to it and he starts to lick me. I laugh at it and start to put my hand on it when a voice is heard.

It's me. When I was a little girl and completely clueless.

"Doggie."

She starts walking towards the dog and it starts to growl at her.

"Don't come n-"

I'm stop short with the dog about to jump the girl like a wild beast. Next thing I know I jump to tackle the dog.

I wake in a complete shock and turn side to side looking at the cave I am in. I feel my heart beat thundering about and I turn to see a confused and worry looking wolf at me.

I pull my sleeve up to see the markings under the sleeve. I breathe a sigh of relief. Just a dream that was too much for me to comprehend right now.

The little girl is gone and now is the woman who won't be push around. I wonder what I would be like to be that person I saw in the mirror. Am I truly like that or am I just wanting to be something I am not.

I was startled when I feel a head on my shoulders and look to see the wolf look at me wondering if I am okay. I need to calm myself down. Nothing is wrong if you believe it isn't wrong. I done that so many times in became a reflexive nature for me now. I try to think why I had that dream. I know I m different, but why did I save the girl. Maybe I thought she was innocent and deserve a laugh to live. Was it thinking that saving myself I could be better. 

I useed my brain when the dog came near me. I save a girl who was going to be killed instead of running away. I fucking jump onto the dog and ingnore the dangers. What was it Mom use to say? That's it! Divergent. I can't be though. I'm selfish and a coward. I get good enough grades but not enough for me to be smart. I just don't understand this. She was definitely Duantless and Abnegation.  Dad, not matter how cruel he was, was smart. Definitely Eurdite. 

I remember learning the names at school. Amity  and Candor definitely doesn't describe me that much. I can't help but feel different then usual when I learned about them. 

Growling is heard and I realize that was my stomach. That's right haven't eaten anything in a while. Man I could eat a pizza. Or something that would  satisfy my hunger. 

The wolf perks up at the sound and looks at me. He gets up and starts walking to the outside and I stand up with him. He looks at me when he sees me get up. I see his tail whipping back and forth looking irritated. He walks to me and pushes me down and I fall in my ass. He goes and walks again and I stand up again. The process is repeated until he has had enough. He grabs me by my shirt and hooks me onto a rock.