Divergent Werewolf

Chapter 22(Four)

Tris knows how to throw knives. I know it's the hormones but damn that's hot. Lets just hope she doesn't use it on me. I walking out of the school looking for Tris. I see she's at the top of the  hill and she knows I'm looking for her. I really hope this ends well. I don't want to move though because I know that this will end in two ways. One has a happy reaction and the other one could have me losing everything. I see her looking my way. Her eyes blazing with a flame that shows she is determined to find out this. I don't know what to do but I know that I have to act now. I start walking towards her. She walks away and toward the forest. I follow her at a distance but not to far behind. I walk over the tree's roots and underneath their long high branches. She is sitting next to the stream where most animals go to drink water there. Best hunting ground but also very dangerous if you can't swim. 

"Hey," I say

She stays silent and me squirming in an uncomfortable way. I need Four right now, not Tobias. This mask has help me out alot might as well use it to help me now. 

I continued on, "I know you are a bit confused and upset but I have a perfectly fine reason for my causes. I believed that you should trust..."

"Trust is earned. Never given. If it was given, then everyone would be deceived in a falsehood of righteous of a person's morals. That is a rule for me. I broke that rule for you. It was stupid of me to do it, but I did it and this is the result. Christina earned my trust and respect by sticking by me from day one her being here. Tell me, Four, what makes you think I did that for you. Me giving that trust to you without anything to lead by it." she interrupts me. 

I sigh and I realized it hurts a bit when she said that. I deserved that little speech. 

"I did give you something though. I told you the story of my past. Just you and my dad know about it."

"Yea and the whole group knows my story about being abused for mine. You reveled yours after I showed my vulnerable side to everyone. So tell me, is that how you earned my trust. By telling me a story you didn't tell anyone else except Zeke. When I'm at my weakest point, you prove that you went through the same thing," she snapped back

I looked away and sit next to her. She shuffles away a bit. 

"I told you that was a bad idea of withholding the information. Now she doesn't trust us." Ax said in my thoughts

"I can tell. That's why I'm trying to fix this now. " I reply back to him

"Listen, I know that you don't have to tell me everything, but I want to know the important stuff about you. I thought I knew the important stuff except specific items like your name. I am not going to pressure to revel that but I need to know. Right now it would be good to tell me some stuff so I can digest it and comprehend it as well." she tells me earnestly 

"My name is when I was when I was a weak and vulnerable person. I wasn't a werewolf till seven years old. Did as I was told and prayed everyday that I would survived to see the next day," I look up at Tris and she looks at me. "I understand you want to know about me. I..." I paused and see I have her full attention. "Tobias" I mutter at last. "That's my name. I really can't tell you the rest because I don't think you are ready for it yet." I look up at her and I see it and it hurts so much. Her eyes look pained and broken. 

"Four, you might not think I'm ready, but I'm not some dainty, fragile thing that's gonna break every time something I am not prepared for," she says. She gets up and looks at me and I stared right back. "Right now I think space is what is best right now. When you're ready to trust me and tell the information, you know where I will be at." 

She walks away and into the forest to probably goes back to her apartment. I put my head in between my knees and try to breathe out. It feels like hours have gone by. I'm pushing Ax's howls but it just to hard right now. I stripped fast and transformed into a wolf. He is out and now were are hunting. I pray this doesn't hurt anyone or thing. All I can sense is the wind and the green scenery pasting by. The earth rumbling underneath my paws. I feel free and relaxed a bit. The whole reason I wanted to come here in the first place. To be free.