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Opening Up (Part 2)

Topic: Suicide

I decided to roll down my sleeve couple days ago. I flinched when I saw my 2016 cut. It was 5 days aka June 5th before I had wattpad. It wasn't shown that much anymore. Just a little cut, nothing else. Besides, how would others understand my cutting? I'm finally like opening this up, since I only basically told few people, few like 3. My 3 online friends about my cutting

I can't take sleeping pills or any other pills since I have an issue of swallowing them. Ever since, I was 8 and I was rushed to the hospital because my pegasus burst, strep throat, and virus. Some might not understand but, ever since then I have been scared and worried to take pills because I might OD on them. It happen to me before, I almost OD'D myself

Suicide is not a joke, suicide is not the funniest thing to joke around. Last year (2017) I wrote on my conversations (I deleted it, 1 week later after I made the post) my goodbye aka suicide letter. I was done with everything. I didn't really have anyone as my friends during the time so no one really knew I wrote a suicide letter and ending my life

Short part aka opening up,